May I8th,2008

Kept thinking of someone right at this moment at tonight. Tried to diverted my concentration on something else, like watching the TV, and doing some reading.I should learn to control myself, I said to myself, but failed in result.

I've grown up, not a little girl any more. That is what I always say to myself in the hope that I would learn to deal with matters smartly alone.

I am not a little girl any more. Again, I told myself tonight and tried to talk myself into giving up the idea of making a call or talking with others.

It is time to learn how to face it. Just keep trying and I will make it one day.

"Most people know very quickly if someone is right for them, but many try to carry on with a relationship even when they know it"s wrong. So don"t just listen to your intuition - trust it."

I would do the opposite and listen to my intuition as I am a person who always do things following the intuition.