I have been working in every workday... In fact, I am rather tired... The emptiness and blankess in my mind, the confusion that has lasted long still exist... Are those what life bring to me? I don't know...

     I want to chill myself out, but all my efforts are in vain, so I make no effort to cheer up; I intend to be more strong-willed, but I am knocked out by reality once again, so I don't strive for better life any longer; I plan to study English, but I have no spare time, no foreign friends to talk to, haven't established a good foundation, so I give up on myself...

    Besides disappointment, what else do I have? Besides the support from my younger sister, what else can I treasure? Besides time, what else can I seize? I am nothing in the world, just an ordinary blue-collar worker, a salesgirl among millions. Where is the way out?

    God doesn't answer my question, the crowd passing by give me no response. Then I search deep within myself and hear a voice:

    When there is no way out, find yourself  a way. Don't be overflowing with self-pity for God only help those who help themselves.

    Yes, I have find a way out. I can make things happen in my way.

    Cloud and rainstorm past are sunshine and rainbow.

    Life  has  been  so  tough  for  me.   I  am  always  unhappy  and  depressed.   Is  that  because  I  am  born  unhappy?   I  don't  know.   These  days,  I  don't  feel  released.   I  have  to  deal  with  homework  even  it  is  late  night.   I  have  to  bear  endless  worry  about  the  future  and  the  unhappiness  day  after  day.   What  is  worse,  I  lost  my  QQ  number  and  all  the  writing  there.   No!  Why  did  they  steal  my  number?   so  abhorrent!   I  wanna  kill  the  person  who  stole  it!

    I  don't  know  what  to  say  and  how  to  express  the  pression  I  burden  now.   In  fact,  if  I  want  nothing  of  life,  I  can  be  as  relaxed  as  the  ordinary.   However,  if  I  want  to  be  different  and  out-standing  among  the  majority,  I  have  to  bear  sth.   Is  that  the  original  sourse  of  my  unhappiness?   I  never  alynase  that.   Anyway,  I  don't  want  to  make  a  bad  impression  on  others  with  a  sad  face.   I  also  don't  to  destroy  my  life  with  nonstop  bad  mood.   So  I  will cheer  up  no  matter  how  bad  and  down  I  feel.   Maybe  I  just  feel  bad  these  days  and  I  will  become  happy  and  gay  after  this  period.   I  believe  so!     

   These  days, from  my  experience, I  find  life  is  full  of  accidents. Yesterday,  I  went  to  fetch  my  celephone.  I  expected  I  would  get  it every  soon.   However,  it  turned  out  to  take  me  as  long  as  two  hours!   Today  I  intended  to  the  school  computer  room  to  watch  movies,  only  to  find somehow all  the  computers  didn't  work.  My  plan  has  been  destroyed  completely.  Then  I  come  to  another  computer  room,   but there  is  sth.  wrong  with   the  earphone.  My  god!  I  have  to  admit  plans  cannot  catch  up  the  speed  of  changes.  Come  on,  try  to  do  things  more  efficiently  with  preparation  for  accidents!      

I  have  to  ask  if  being  happy  is  so  difficult.   I  didn't  waste  time  and  I  did few  things  against  my  will.  However,  I  feel  so  bad  and  down.  I  never  know  the  reason  and  it  seems  being  happy  is  so  difficult  for  me!   Who  can  help me?   I  keep  asking! 

    My  guiding  teacher  gave  us  a  talk  on  English-learning  strategies.   The  following  is  the  main  idea:

    To  learn  English  should  pay  much  attention  to  learning  methods  and  strategies.  We  should  not  only  know  how  to  learn  but  also  know  when  to  learn  with  the  right  methods.   For  eaxample,  to  enlarge  vocabulary,  we  should  try  to  memorize  the  often-used  verbs  and  nouns,  and  for  those  words  used  little,  it  is  enough  for  us  to  know  them  when  reading. This  is a learning  strategy.  To  repeat  is  also  a  good  way  to  memorize  words,   as  well  as  memorizing  words  in  sentences...   This  is  a  learning  method.   Remember?

   By  the  way,  elder  sister,  never  lose  heart  in  English  learning,   because  we  are  together.

   As  a  new  comer  here,  I  found  a  good  way  to  others'  blogs.   First, when  I  go  to  others'  blogs,  click  "加入好友"  and  they  will appear when  I  click(点击)the  words  "好友"  in  my  blog.   Then  I  click  their  names  to  enter  their  blogs.   I  will  try  it  to  learn  English  by  others'  interesting  writing.   I   am  poor  at  English,  I  hope  friends  who  come  to  my  blog  can  give  advise  of  learning  English  to  me.  Thank  you!

I am bored to death by reason of no things to do today.I should to read book or write English,as there is no good news put me into a better frame of mind ,i cannot be quiet to read or write, the life of work is waterness in my opinion.

I am desirous to know further this city so i walk and walk .

Donot waste the precious time !I always told me .

I work on the night shift this week .so i should be on duty this night ,but the machinery cannot in in gear.my colleagues play majong at a company`s home.

   Dear  elder   sister,   remember  to   write  sth.  here  as   more  as  possible.