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New Roman" color=#0099cc size=3>So long no see,guys.i start my new semester this monday,so i have been busy with some stuff ,and then did the part-time job on the weekend,keeping busy all the week,anyway,i am coming!
Firstly,i have some bad things to tell you guys,which i didn't think could happen to me,however,it really did!!!i was stolen by some idiot when i did the part -time job the other day!how can it happen?even nobody left the room,how can the man come in and brought my bag away??he was so "profeessional",shit!! i nearly want to kill that suck man,all my things were in the bag,my cellphone,bank card,student card and 200dollar cash which was my 4days saraly.i can't believe i work so hard to make money,he just used such stupid way to get the things which not belongs to him!!!fortunately,the cellphone was wraped by my hat,so the thief missed it.the phone was my birthday present from my friend,if it was lost,it must drive me crazy.however,everything goes back to the right way.i don't need to care too much about the 200dollar cash,on the other side,it teaches me lots of things.
These days i am busy,but i like being busy,you know,when you make full use of the time and enjoy all the fruit,you deserve it.after 4months experience living abroad,i feel that i am growing up,not the naughty girl any more.i don't need parents' care,don't need to relay on anyone,i can live a wonderful life by myself.looking back the days past,much hard time,but more happiness.i learned one thing from the experience,in your life,the biggest barrier is yourself,if you can get over the weak one in your deep heart,nothing will be impossible to you.i thought i was good enough when i was little girl,i always got the excellent score,all the teachers love me,all the classmates envy me,and then i got the scholarship of nz to study abroad,i really thought there was nothing i can't do.when i arrived nz,i found i was nothing but a helpless girl.suddenly,i recognized,the world in my old days was so small.those days,i had lots of pressure on myself,i was nearly mad.expecially when i did the part-time job,i found i was so clumsy on everything,even the simple clearning work.i considered about giving up,i wanted to hide myself in a hole where nobody can find me.then i stayed at home,hopeless and lonely time depressed me.fortunately,i got over myself,i don't want to be defeat by the weak one in my heart.i clear up my mind,i find the confidence back,i keep smiling,i say "you can do it" to myself.you know,when you smile to the life,life will smile back to you.now,i really do well in everything.i got all "A" in my subjects,and teachers take me as the best student,in the work part,the boss of my shop likes me,as a result of my good performce,he plans to train me as manager in the shop.i appreciate the hardest time in the past,it teaches me how to enjoy life,how to be yourself.
I said so much today,but you guys don't take me wrong,my purpose is not to show off myself,i just want to share my happiness and sadness with you,i don't know any of you,but from the last article,i read the words you left,i was moved,you are all nice people,eventhough we never seen each other before,but i have already considered you as my good friends in my life.thank you for listening my heart words,friends!i wish you guys also have wonderful experience,no matter it is success or failure,you can learn a lot,just enjoy it!