Recently my feeling is not jarless, very happy or very sad, too bad. One of my friend called XinZi, he left a message in my Sina blog, he said my feeling likes the weather in June, sometimes sunny  and sometimes rainy, only we have a affirmative attitude, everything will be better.

I know. I often tell that to my friends,but for my self it's nothing. I think more and read more articles, i should do it like he said on my life way.

This morning, my sister Lily told me something about her family, her husband don't allow her go out when she was free, his reason was so easy, there're two children at home, she should look after them. One is 4 years old, the other is 1 year old. and the little one was looked after by her grandmother. And my sister works in anthother District, so that she only goes back home in the weekend. ...

According to her said, her husband likes her to be a housewoman, anyway don't like her go out to meet friends.

Anyway i think, whether before or after got married, Both of us should get personal time and space in our life, and get more care,comprehend and respect to the other side.

Originally her family in our eyes, she is very happy. Manythings are showed in feint, so i see it's not true when we judge something with our eyes.

And for me, i feel disappointed for my job now. Then, my father's health, i'm worried. I wish everything goes well soon.

The examination in July was passed,anyway whatever the result it pass.I feel comfortable now.

For the exam i lost my sleep, face miss colour so serious. When we finished the exam last afternoon, my sister Cheryl met me in Dongmen, she said i was more slim and toilworn than before. May I? i don't know. but i know i often lost sleep, and eat nothing. It's bad for my health, i must change it!

The following two weekends i could take a good rest again, i keep away from pressure. The end of this month, i must go to class.

How time flies! Friday is coming,too. I feel good though with bad weather, coz i could get rest on Sat and Sun. what will you do?

On Saturday i will go to DongMEng to see doctor with my finger,too. I wish it could be health quickly... The second day,also is Chirldren's Day. There's a date for me. I'm afraid to meet him because it's the first sight for us and only he and I, OMG! how to communicate ? i feel shy with stranger,especial male. But i could face him ony day........

I feel i come here less than before. Everyday i update my chinese bloG in sina, you could link to http://blog.sina.com.cn/***********. I look forward to your coming!

And, i would write more and more english diary here as possible as i can.

Take care ,all of my friends.

At last ,wish you have a good time in this weekend, especial the cute Children's Day!

You would miss his call and voice when he doesn't call you for a long time.

You would talk about his something with your friends with smile.

You would guess what he is doing now when you're free.

You would dream of him sometimes.

You would look forward to get his greeting or messages.

You would keep tense and turn over your clothespress when you have a appointment.

You would be happy when you think of the days or hours you spend together.

And so on......

Is there a especial feeling, do you have?

Long time no see, all.

I said i could write one diary one day whatever i'm busy or free. Now the truth shows i dropped a brick.

Last week i moved to new house, i like there and all of my roommates.When i stay with them together i feel so happy. And about my work, it's not busy coz it's off-season now. i'm not busy but i don't know what i could write about my life or thinking. I'm planning to leave here four months later. While i'm find new compnay,too.

Only i have a new work, everything will be fine in my eyes.

Good luck to myself!

It's a stirring time for us in ShenZhen!

Our Olympics Torch is starting from ShenZhen . As i know, there are many staffs which works in the office, they took a holiday today. I'm busy recently, last afternoon i went to DongMen for buying profession dress with our Boss,i standed all afternoon, so tired! when i back home, it's 10:00pm. So that i get a bad sleep and get a bad cold.

Lovely Cindy Wang

During the holidays, i watched HuNan TV at home, the PLAYS is called <Smile Pasta>,the leading role are Cindy Wang and ZhangDongLiang. I LIKE them very mcuh..... They all come from TaiWan.

If you are free you could watch ths Play ....it let you feel comfortable。。。haha

It's Thursday on 1st May. Normally we have three days for rest,but from this year, The labor law is changed, so we only have one day. We don't recieve the HR Notice till now.

To be honestly, we wish we cuould work on Thursday, and rest on Friday and weekend, totally there're 3days, how nice! shall we ?

I don't have any planning now. Meanwhile i also like to stay at home, maybe for reading.

 
I wanna make a wish, my family and all of friends are happy in their life. You're the my universe, I love you all.

and now, I miss my parents. It seems many months no see, how are you? when I off duty at home, I may call you, I like to share with my life with you, but all the happiness not sad. I am afraid you may worried about me. you must believe I love you, and I will come back hometown, and live with you...

But many of classmates left here, but I am very glad that they often call me and invite me go there for travelling. I am busy with my work so that I tell them, if I am free I will visit you. They said complainly, when will you be free? I am not sure...

The days pass quickly. and I grew up. so I feel the stress is big in my heart.

Future( my friend) goes back his hometown ( ShanDong Province)this afternoon. I feel sad much.

We met the first time in Aug 2006, and he is older than i. so that i called him old brother. Of course, he looked after me carefully anytime. At frist, he worked in NanShan District and i was in Bao'an District. Last Augest i worked in NanShan,too. So i often played with him and YangHong together in Lixiang Park. It's a large and green park...i like there much.  

When i was unhappy, i would think of him to dinner, everytime he was within call.

When I want to go to library, everytime he was within call.

When I moved my house, everytime he was within call and help me .

When I didn't find my examination room, everytime he should lead me to visit or tell me by which bus and stop at which station.

......

He is a kind person for me, he is simple and lovely. Sometimes i prefer him to my old brother-in-law.

Today you will leave us, you will go back your parents, perhaps we have none chance to meet this life. Wish you good luck in the future!But we should keep in touch forever. You said you want to join my wedding one day...

Oh, goodbye, my dear brother! I will miss you! Take good care of yourself and give my best wishes to your family!

Last examinations was finished during 19th~ 20th April, i give it up.

BUT,

I'm back self-study "Army" now and entered myself for examination(3 courses) today. I will take exam this July.

I will make use of reading," good good study, day day up!"

i don't feel good with my body. I got 162cm tall and about 53 kgs. Always i think i'm too fat. Especially recntly i have never done any sports and go to work by bus everyday, walking is less. In summer it's easy to show your body.... i dislike to see fat any more. Otherwise i like slim body much. 

I decide to buy a suit of sport swear then do some sports in morning in June. Because i will move house to Shekou in the end of May. The environment is offtered to do sports, fresh air and there are many green trees on the two sides of the road.

I must do it well this time!

I think you should recieve some messages about stick up to Carrfour on 1st May on QQ,MSN or E-mail. Yup, i recieved many.

Otherwise,There are many "ZD" ratter scramble for Beijing Olympics Holy Fire. There are more and more patiots stand out now.

A patriot made suggestions to do one thing: Please add it "(L) CHINA " in your MSN to support our Country with different ways. I don't know what i could do now, only do that.

Yes, i do it right now. I saw a Red Heart an CHINA. It's meaning "LOVE CHINA". Then, I sent this message to all of my friends. They all changed in the MSN.

Later i think of my Skype. So i put it (L) CHINA in the top of blank. Do you guess what do i see?

" A jumping Red Heart and CHINA"~ like flash, so nice! it likes a boy/girl's Loving Heart when they fall in love. When my colleage saw it, they all said it very nice for the Red Heart.

Of course ,there are many faces in it, if you want to show rain, we write "(rain)" is OK. my friend changed many funny faces.

It's a good news for me recently. Now my sleep time is from 10:00pm~ 06:30am, i can get 8.5H for rest, enough!

I feel more comfortable when i get up in the morning. I heard it's good for your skin when you get enough sleep time. I wish.

I'm pleased to change it, A-ZA-A-ZA,fighting!

Beauty of Math!

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

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1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10= 1111111111

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9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888
987654321 x 9 - 1 = 8888888888
9876543210 x 9 - 2 = 88888888888



Brilliant, isn't it?

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And look at this symmetry:

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111=12345678987654321


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Now, take a look at this...

101%

From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:

What Equals 100%?
What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people who say they are
giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations where someone wants
you to GIVE OVER 100% ..

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help
answer these questions:


If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O
P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.


If:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%



THEN,
look how far the love of God will take you:


L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%



Therefore, one can conclude with
mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge
will get you close, and Attitude
will get you there,
It's the Love of God that will
put you over the top!


It's up to you if you share this with
your friends & loved ones
just the way I did.

The second self-study examination is coming on 18th ~19th April this year,it lasts two day and total 4 lessons.

I joined the study in 2006. Firstly i have such confidence for my study and examination. I failed, with only 58 points(2 points under the borderline). Then i tried but failed again... So that i lost confidence and courage for it. I admited i have said i would give it up since in April 2007. Then, i don't care about it.

I keep relax pass one year. I do wake up to the examination , it's very important to me, with my job in the future. If you wanna apply for a better job, you could choose famous company or foreign company better. Of course, you must provide with profuse working experiences and High diploma, it's truth.

I heard some of my good friends are slouchy now, they want to give it up though someone pass 8 course, what a pity! it's a wrong idea for you, don't you find?

I will come back our SELF-STUDY "ARMY" this July, i told you there's 3 courses. From now on, i must read, so that i would get a busy life these months.

I think we have the same dream , right? we all know it's a difficult process to pass it( every major is about 13~ 17 courses, if you are luckily, you need at least half past two years to got the diploma). We must follow through!

We should be touching when we got the diploma one day! Let's go ahead!

Please don't give up it! you are well, we are winners in the future!

At last, wish you get success this April. Good luck!