I have a lot blackheads and large size pores, i have used many skin products , it shows could change those, but it's never got well for my skin (on face).

Please help me find the right way. thanks~!

At night, S(my friend) called me, we talked a lot. He said, he wanted to buy a new handset, and he went to look it in the handset shop that afternoon.

"it's very cheap, A module i like, only costs RMB8,000, i will buy it tomorrow! and i settle on a SONY camera, it's only costs more than RMB5,000. "

"cheaP? you think so? " I feel so surprised.

"Of course. I think it's very cheap,  don't you think so? we should buy something what we want to buy."

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Rich man, you are right! But i must live in limited, i'm poor~!

I dreamt these last night!

These days i'm thinking about my work again. I must change a better one in September. Because these months i'm busy to reading for passing my examination.

Money,money,money……

Every poor people think about how to earn more, so do i. The most inportant thing face to me is sutdying! then, change a better job.

Go ahead!

Last time, Monica recommend to me 《who moved my cheese?》,then, my friends UZBEK told me,too.I decided to buy it on 5 April. I bought two books, one is <who moved my cheese>, the other is <Everthing will be changed in women's life in twenties>.

Suddenly i found reading is a amusing thing and i like it now. I would spend more time to reading instead go out for playing.

It's quite great for me last Friday(4 April).

I arrived station at 10:30am, then i called LanFengYe coz i wanted to know where she was, at it happens she arrived,she told me she was in front of a fruit shop, i looked around and saw a girl, long-black hair,with a gray satchel and a suit of white sports wear, it's familiar for me,too. Because she often wears this clothes to meet us. She's still a young beauty girl! I remembered i met her in June 2007 last time, it's about one year. She never has changed!

The second is Cheryl. She arrived at 11:00am. Her hair is longer than i see last time, quite black and straight. Everytimes when i saw her hair, i would think of mine and feel compunctious to marcel. She looks young and energy, but got a cold. Then, she told me that she was consider to company with her classmate Joe. Joe loves her much, wish them happy.

The third is Rachel.She went there from DongGuang City. it's very far. About 12:00 she arrived. She looks more gentlewomanly and thinner,but pretty beautiful,too. She lives with her boyfriends in DG, i see they are happy now , coz i saw her sweet smile.

The lastest one is Lily. She is the most busy to tend on us and buy foods. It seemed i was a lazy one, i like to play with TongTong( Lily's little girl, about one years old), she is very lovely.I'm near to Lily, so that i often visit her on weekends. She has married , i know she doesn't feel happy recently, but i can't do something to her. When we make joke, i ask for them to help me find a rich man, then i could treat them everytime, everywhere. Enjoy life! But it's only a joke, so funny.

Thank you for giving me much happy ! No matter what you are ,please keep in touch!

Ｓomething about The TomB-sweeping Day:

Tomorrow(4 April) is Tomb-sweeping Day, called Qing Ming Festival in Chinese, is one of the few traditional Chinese holidays that follows the solar calendar-- typically falling In April. Its Chinese name "Qing Ming" literally means "Clear Brightness," hinting at its importance as a celebration of Spring.

On that day, Chinese visit their family graves to tend to any underbrush that has grown. Weeds are pulled, and dirt swept away, and the family will set out offerings of food and spirit money. With the passing of time, nowadays many people go to clean the surroundings of the tombs of their ancestors or relatives, burn incense and candles, and present flowers,fruit and some other sacrifice to their dearly departed in the cemetery.

From that date temperatures begin to rise and rainfall increases, indicating that it is the crucial time for plowing and sowing in the spring. Qingming Festival therefore has a close relationship with agriculture. However, it is not only a seasonal symbol; it is also a festival of paying respect to the dead, a spring outing, and other activities.

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I miss my grandma very much. She has dead for about two years,i didn't meet her last time when she gone. I wish i could chat with her in my dream, but nothing!

So i realised i must treasure and filial piety to my family.Sometimes i hurt their heart. If only we are alive, we must do follow this.

At the same time, It's also my Birthday tomorrow this year (solar calendar 28th April). Sadness and happiness within my heart. I don't stay at home, so i can't spend my birthday with my family. Luckily i have 4 good sisters. They companyed me in my birthday last year, it's as same as this year~~~ oh, yeah~~~~~~~~~~

I will off duty now, and we all will go to Lily's house next morning!

A-ZA-A-ZA,fighting! Happy birthday to myself!

Every night i often go to bed at 12:00pm or 02:00am, and get up at 5:30am in the morning, there's at best 5 hours for my sleep! 

I'm not busy to work or read at night. My working time is from 8:30am to 5:30pm, sometimes we off duty at 6:00pm. Then, get down the stair to wait bus, sometimes i back home by NO.22 bus when i off duty, it spends at least 40 minutes from office to home. It's 7:00pm when i get off bus. Then, go to buy something food in the supermarket, and begin to cook at 7:30pm, then finish my supper about at 8:30pm. Washing, Cleaning, phoning,watching TV etc. Oh, it's 12:00pm ! but i don't want to go to bed so that continue to watch TV. It seems it's hard to fall in sleep!

I should think i will work tomorrow, so that i must get a good sleep, then go to bed at 01:00am or others. And it's easy to wake up in the early morning, then i should get up. Washing, dressing, it's 7:30am.

That's my whole day! It seems i'm busy but not reading! what a pity!

This morning, i noticed a hospital ad in the back of seat in the bus. If you feel hypomnesia, hard to sleep,easy to woke up and forget when you make dreams, uptight（flighty）,tired,dazed....you should go to see doctor, because it's INSOMNIA SYMPTOM.

My god! i find i have all the symptom above. So i know I'm a insomniac now.

1st April is a day to be careful, or you could easily get tricked by someone. It’s April Fool’s Day, a day when people traditionally like to try to make a fool of someone else and laugh at them.

So someone don't belive anything who said today. they think all is a joke just funny.

Jackie( our manager) was left a whole day, coz his wife would be parturient. Ten minutes ago, Jackie called us and spoke athrill: He has a SON now!

Yearh~~~~~~ we all cheered , Congratulate to his family!

It's a good news! Jackie's wife is also our colleague. we do prepare to look in her and cute baby.

Everywhere it's a perplexing sociality in our reallife(work, friend, loving etc). Could you differentiate it? could you deal with it like a duck to water?

In my work, i don't have much words with them, only something should say about work,just it's. Someone likes snake here. i guess this kind of people are being in every company, at least main. So I don't trust much with my colleague except my work.

In my friendship, i think i'm a lucky girl. Though i don't have many many good friends to share my life. i have 4 good sisters now, we called ourselves " 5 gold flowers". Of course i trust them much, they like my relation to care me. Now we don't work in the same city,we said, don't keep in touch doesn't mean we forget, we would try our best to meet together as we can. This friday we have decided to meet in Bao'an District, at the same time it's my birthday! It's a imposing day again! I spendt my 20 birhtday with them last year. Thank god to let me meet you! Really!

Maybe i'm a crepehanger in loving. i said i don't want to end my single life quickly in prevenient diary.I'm a layfolk so that i should get a ordinary life.Perhaps i meet one and do favor for him. I believe all he said for long days.One day he did something i disliked , for example, i don't like to play mah-jong, he knows clearly, but he still played it then ignore me. I want to ask, shall i continue to believe him? All he said is only SWEET TALK in my eyes now.

Thus i trust my friends and family only. Relation and Friendship are creditable and important, i think.

and you?

I recieved a mobile message from a old friend somedays ago. I didn't give any messages on his birth day, he said he wants to ricieve wishes from me and he was afraid would disturb me.

There are many friends said to me as same. Sometimes they sent messages to me, i didn't answer. When they called me ,i was busy.... many times like this....

Really it's long time no see. i know i ignored them coz my borning life. When i look back, i find i miss much, include friends,sensation and study. I admit i'm humorsome sometimes, especially pass two years i often close my mind, i wanna quiet life. ..

But all, please believe me my single-hearted: i remember you forever and miss you sometimes. I prefer showing my happy to sad.

Do you know?

I might treasure our friendship all the more from now on. I never forgot anyone which are my friend, oppositely, i remember in my heart........... when i'm sad , i would remind of happy things we meet together.

Can you understand?

In a word, don't doubt of me, don't keep in touch with you doesn't mean i forget you!

Thanks, dear:) miss you much~~~

i dislike rainy formerly, because the temperature is cold and it's hard to walk out. However i hope the rain coming this weekend. Because there is a sodality( spring outing) this Sat( Sale Dept and Purchase Dept in our factory, Purchase Dept Office here, three depts).

Our factory and office are in the different District. I never gone to factory when i work this company. Often i contact them with calling or skype, so i don't meet with them and appearance. actually we are stranger...

The beautiful season is coming --- Spring. I heard there is a activity in our company --- spring outing. Last week, our manager told me this news and asked us where we would go to. Someones said wanna ZhuHai, Qingyuang, GuangZHou, Guiling...there are kinds of idea in ours( i like to Guiling again. ) Considering the holiday is so short ( two days) and expenses so that we choose go to HuiZhou, it's near to ShenZhen.

We don't know whether how much we should pay in the sodality. i never heard some good place in HuiZHou, otherwise, i think 5~20 people is BEST on a good trip. Too many people to slouchy for playing. I apply to leave this Spring Outing, my manager doesn't approve my request.

I'd love to take trip with my good friends except colleague,i really feel disappointed for it this time, so i hope the rain coming ,perhaps we could cancel it. Please forgive my wishes!

i feel more and more tired with my work recently.

Because i don't like to work slowly, my manager and boss all are boring. For example, when i find a new supplier, they support our good price, payment, deliver time, beside this material is hurry for our factory, commonly factory give our 10 days to buy, i take the quotation to them, one day, two, three, four, they don't give me any answer for the quotation, i have no idea. often i would urge but nothing. 

And the factory urge me to answer the deliver time or delay the Product Dept. you know ,it's very serious for us.

My god, what does our boss think? She would sanctified this quotation rapidly when she heard that delay ........

Everytime like this, i'm feel tired to do this work.

so i am finding the new chance to interview for getting a better one. I sent in my papers to Jackie(my manager). He didn't allow it, and told me, everything will be better and better. these days our boss is very busy so that....... Actually our manager is a kind man in nature, he makes good relation with our boss, so that he doesn't have any complain, on the other hand, he is very free here and get high salary, but he doesn't help us to solve problems. Shit man!

Everything is expensive here, the vegetable, fruits,rice,rect house, meat but our salary. it's difficult to live here.

It's the second time to get MSI. The fist time, i visited my friend there about one year ago. It's a large TaiWan Company, it's famous to made mainboard and top 3 of China.

At 2:00pm I entered into the company, put my identity card in registry office then, I sat inside, and i saw many young people sat hall outside. Rapidly i get the NO 1 text, just wrote out the summation in the down and middle of two number  the HR measured the time as 30s,it's very easy for me so that overpassed it well. I heard a voice shouted " XXX(people's name, out, XXX, out" outside. I saw they was failed....

The NO 2 question was a piece examination of paper. Many were translate Chinese to English or contrarily and so professional. I finished it quickly. i does it well except translate Chinese to English. I know it's my shortcoming.

I was wating few mintues, i heard a women called my name. I guess she is Purchase Director, she looked like very serious. OKay, the Interview was beginning formally.She asked me some question about the work, for example, how to control the storage? what do u deal with the quality of meterial? Talking about my working fllow and so on.... it seems she is approving with me. At last, we talked the salary, she said is lower than i expected.

There she said, only your english is not well so i only get this salary to you. I know you are OK to do this job!

I'm very sorry and dissappointed for the job. I like it very much but.... then, replied her, let me think about. and give her reply next monday.

I decided to give up the job when i walk out MSI. I don't doubt my ability....

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I remember a amusing when i entered into that company. The people which work at the gate of it, if you want to enter into it, you should bring forth your certificate and check in it. When a man were writing something about me, he's wondering to me, 

"you want to get the job with XX ?"

 "yes?"

"i don't believe you because the text is very difficult, many don't pass the first question."

"i see. but i have confidence enough."

"okay, good luck! if u are successful i will treat you."

"thanks! ..."

When i walk to get back my i.d.card, he was standing here ,again. he saw me and said...

" how's your work?"

" You said you should treat me ....you only do it well."

" you mean you are successful? very good! you are very very good!congratulations!" thumbed.

" thanks! but i give up the job coz the salary..."

" O....many people want to work here always ,but they don't pass the text. and you, you have chance to do it but you care the salary, what a pity!"

" i see. please believe me i will get a good salary soon. "

"good luck!"

I am disappointed for our company now. so i wanna find a new job soon.

Luckily, i got a interview ( MSI) on next afternoon. Originally i feel very happy to hear that. because MSI is a big electronics company and good welfare, you could see some computer made in MSI in the market. I'm eager to work there always....

But i'm very tense now. I hear there are two procedures about the interview. at first you face HR Dept, then, face the employ persons Dept(purchase dept). Someone said, i have working experience enough, i can pass in Purchase Dept. but it's very difficult to pass in HR dept, they should examine you ---- many intellective questions and chinese/english translate. Many people were failed on the step though they have working experience enough. What a pity!

Certainly, i can't afraid and doubt of my ability. but i'm afraid the translate question, i can reading but writting. oh my god!!

In a word, i must try best and keep usual to face.

Last week, i was blundering for my work. there're some little conflict with my manager. i wanna give up my job soon, but he doesn't allow!!!

Thanks a friend who tells me how to adjust attitude for myself.many thanks! i think you are right. so i put the new feeling into my work and give smile!

Good news!

It's very warm here so that i wear T-shirt today. The tiptop air-temperature is 25. I don't know it's spring or summer. but always i think there are only two reasons here --- summer and winter. 

To be personal i prefer summer to winter. In winter i like snowing, only that.

But in summer, we could dress many beautiful clothes, it's easy to washing and best time for travelling, I think. Now i more hope flying kites with my friends on weekend in LiXiang Park, NanShan District. a nice planning, a nice meeting ,everything is nice in my eyes....................

we all could fly kites like him   o(∩_∩)o

Guys, the summer is coming ,are you ready?

Danny, my classmate when we studied in YiChun City,JiangXi Province. we were the same grade ,but not at the same clss coz our specialty.

Last night she called me with a new telephone NO. I blame her why they always like to change new NO. i dislike their behavīor. She explained herself she opened a shop with her BF in GuangXi Province....it's let me surprised when she found her bf, we played together last National Day in DongGuang City. i know she was alone,too. Maybe you don't trust the truth:

She went back home in January for spending the Chinese New year with her family. Her parent were dating for looking for boyfriend (lover) for Danny. She is a girl... She engages herself to that boy. so quickly!

They are palnning to celebrate their wedding this winter in our hometown. Danny asked me to join her wedding by all means. I said, i'll.

I thought more when i hung up the call. Will they happiness like "ShenZhen Speed" in the future? Anyways, best wished for them!

Danny and Alice  =_=! ( took it last National Day  in DongGuang City)

There's dumps being my heart where comes to me. I don't want to eat, work,walk and more, but one point i like that Sleep. yeah, i like it much though i have 8 hours for sleeping everyday.so i try to pile out much time to fill my sleep.

i don't have any word for anybody ,silent, sickly,i need quiet.

Why am I? i feel complex.

There's nothing i interested. The tears came out today.

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It's too busy to update my BLog.

Yesterday i got many phone from my vendor. many of them were working at beginning, it's to late. When i told them i have worked two weekes after New Year, they're surprised much! HOHO....

Everything is beginning now. i must continue my work, it means go back it. Empoldering more and more better company about semiconductor (electronic) and more better and cheaper materiel instead. It's a hard project for me.anyways, i could try my best to do it. yea, i like my this kind job.

This afternoon, my friend(she works in MSI in ShenZhen) asked me whether wanna finding new job this year, of course i want. but work place is in PanYu , GuangZhou City. It's too far, and very strange for me. I don't have friend there.it's a bad thing . i like playing with friends. so that i refused her.Actually i like that job much.... am i wrong?

Ok, the time passed quickly, it's off duty now.