A merry heart goes all the way. Complacency is the enemy of study. Note the feeling when I will be free!
  • there's dumps being my heart

    2008-02-27 17:37:36

    There's dumps being my heart where comes to me. I don't want to eat, work,walk and more, but one point i like that Sleep. yeah, i like it much though i have 8 hours for sleeping everyday.so i try to pile out much time to fill my sleep.

    i don't have any word for anybody ,silent, sickly,i need quiet.

    Why am I? i feel complex.

    There's nothing i interested. The tears came out today.

    ........ 

  • [Sharing]...the past.

    2008-02-22 13:26:26

    i saw this article in Space Net. i like very much and wanna to share with you.
     
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    1月15日(15th Jua)

    ...the past.

    { originally posted @ Ka.ye | Dream Journal in AU  }
     
    It has been past.
    Somehow.
     
    I used to write a lot.
    But now.
     
    No one knows what happened,
    Like no one knows what has past.
     
    People thought they knowing time,
    Who knows time might plays people's time.
     
    I've been ... EMPTY.
    Don know how long the period has been.
     
    Life is what life is.
    Seems like I've seen how it is.
     
    Or I've just been dreaming,
    And it feels no other than living.
     
    So how could I say.
    Should I just keep or stop talking.
     
    It's not only the shiny piffling daily living,
    but also easy happy satisfying reality.
     
    We smile we cry we feel good or bad,
    We scare we try we confuse we clear.
     
    Back then, we were just sensitive kids.
    Yet now, who stays. Who cares.
     
    The world is changing to become flat,
    Faster than we understand.
     
    Everyone stands on the same height.
    Both partner and competitor.
     
    Who knows how it's gonna work?
    It scares. It inspires.
     
    So walk. Keep walking,
    Keep holding, the days, the life, the love.
     
    Tomorrow is a brand new day,
    And the past never passes away.
     
    Hope I am awake.
  • Two Busy days.

    2008-02-20 17:41:22

    It's too busy to update my BLog.

    Yesterday i got many phone from my vendor. many of them were working at beginning, it's to late. When i told them i have worked two weekes after New Year, they're surprised much! HOHO....

    Everything is beginning now. i must continue my work, it means go back it. Empoldering more and more better company about semiconductor (electronic) and more better and cheaper materiel instead. It's a hard project for me.anyways, i could try my best to do it. yea, i like my this kind job.

    This afternoon, my friend(she works in MSI in ShenZhen) asked me whether wanna finding new job this year, of course i want. but work place is in PanYu , GuangZhou City. It's too far, and very strange for me. I don't have friend there.it's a bad thing . i like playing with friends. so that i refused her.Actually i like that job much.... am i wrong?

    Ok, the time passed quickly, it's off duty now.

  • Is it time to get married?

    2008-02-16 13:42:24

    I chatted with Derek in MSN this morning, Long time no see this guys. He is native in GuangDong and working on Administration.
     
    He knows i'm always alone, and he is older 7 years than me.I'm 100% sure he is a good man.
     
    He asked me why am i keep alone? it's time to get married at this age.
     
    Get married? oh...i'm fear of it much. always i think it's far away from me.where is my Mr Right? otherwise, i like free...
     
    Later, he told me some examples for someone whom work in their company, firstly many people said wouldn't get married recently, passed a long time, they found his/her Mr Right. then, get married and with child in a short time..... he thought the luck isn't coming closer to me.
     
    He's right, I think. but i always don't think about marry !
     
    Yesterday evening, i got the call from my older brother( he works in ZheJiang Province at present.). He told me a good new that he would get married next year! How fast ! He is only older three years than me.  and his GF is younger one year than me... HOHO.....
     
    More and more classmates ask me something about marry, i feelt bored much.
     
    Am i wrong?
     
    Is it time to get married?
  • What willl you do in Valentine's Day?

    2008-02-14 09:51:20

    At first, Happy Valentine's Day to you !
     
    It's romantic a whole day today. Many beautiful and kinds of flowers are anywhere, especial the suppermarket, kerbside, flower shopping. The number and kinds are more than peacetime.
     
    Dear, are you ready it for him/her? I wish all of you have a nice day.
     
    I'm a poor one now. you see, i still go on working, i may alone when i off duty.
     
    Originally i want to spend it with my classmates who are also alone, badly, they don't come back ShenZhen until now and stay at hometown always. I called them this moring , asked for when they should come back SZ, they told me at least on 16th Feb. O_O
     
    Actually i recieved several messages this moring, some of them want to make an appointment with me when i off duty, but i refused them.  
     
    Power, he works in HongKong, we met maybe more than half one year, he often has evection come to ShenZhen. He  asked me whehter i was free last afternoon,however i had a dine together with our colleagues when we off duty. So i replied him meet next time.
     
    I don't like to meet friend especial male in the especial day.
     
    Remembered i have recieved rose when i was a student in my memory, i think i was very stupid at that time. we are conservative when we are young. so i have a awful behavīor when i recieved it. I was angry with him then put it into dustbin. I saw his face was red at that time....i feel very sorry for my doing !  
     
    Many of my classmates are married now, many have child, i ofter heard their messages about that. it seems i am not interested in marry. Work is the first in my heart currently. Less people keep alone in my age, it's truth.
     
  • pls tell me why...

    2008-02-11 16:12:35

    All happend when i finished my supper yesterday. at beginning, i recieved a message from a new NO. then, i know it's his. He told me he would come back home in Nov and he didn't tell me his new NO. ok, i hope everything goes for time being. so it's to my surprised for him... i don't now what u think or what to do.wish u, my friend.

    The other bad thing, A boy, we were born at the same day, he often call me these days.at 10:00pm on 10th Feb, he told me, he love me and hope i accept him as BF. it's surprised again. Maybe he is a good man, but i don't love him, i'm very truth for anyone.but he begged me to think about it again, he would wait my reply. I must say sorry to him, i don't like him and i'm busy. He should call me four or six times one day...

    my god! pls tell me why! it's so complicated!! Let me alone!!!!!!!!!!!

  • I'm back ShenZhen !

    2008-02-10 18:59:47

    I went to FoShan City spend the Chinese New Year with my Uncle's on 4th Feb. we don't have any wonderful program there, many of time we stay together, shopping ,watching Tv. but I think, it's the happy thing with relative.

    You see ,the time passed quickly i think. I will begin of my work in the day after tomorrow. so that i back ShenZhen today. i saw many people in the GuangZhou Station.Luckily, i bought the ticket serval mintues, take the bus quickly,too. I take an hour from GUangZhou to ShenZhen.

    I found it's very quiet everywhere. ..

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