Recently my feeling is not jarless, very happy or very sad, too bad. One of my friend called XinZi, he left a message in my Sina blog, he said my feeling likes the weather in June, sometimes sunny  and sometimes rainy, only we have a affirmative attitude, everything will be better.

I know. I often tell that to my friends,but for my self it's nothing. I think more and read more articles, i should do it like he said on my life way.

This morning, my sister Lily told me something about her family, her husband don't allow her go out when she was free, his reason was so easy, there're two children at home, she should look after them. One is 4 years old, the other is 1 year old. and the little one was looked after by her grandmother. And my sister works in anthother District, so that she only goes back home in the weekend. ...

According to her said, her husband likes her to be a housewoman, anyway don't like her go out to meet friends.

Anyway i think, whether before or after got married, Both of us should get personal time and space in our life, and get more care,comprehend and respect to the other side.

Originally her family in our eyes, she is very happy. Manythings are showed in feint, so i see it's not true when we judge something with our eyes.

And for me, i feel disappointed for my job now. Then, my father's health, i'm worried. I wish everything goes well soon.

The examination in July was passed,anyway whatever the result it pass.I feel comfortable now.

For the exam i lost my sleep, face miss colour so serious. When we finished the exam last afternoon, my sister Cheryl met me in Dongmen, she said i was more slim and toilworn than before. May I? i don't know. but i know i often lost sleep, and eat nothing. It's bad for my health, i must change it!

The following two weekends i could take a good rest again, i keep away from pressure. The end of this month, i must go to class.