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"do you know where you're going to?" i listened a music called the name last friday. The singer's voice is very sweet. I also ask myself do you know where you're going to? too bad!i don't know.

Sometimes i make many planning to do something, for example, learning in the school, finding a new job, working as a trader etc. i'm disappointed for myself. I like the life here but i hate here at the same time, a complicated feeling in my mind. why? i also don't know. Most of time i wanna go to a new city to work and live, i think it's better  indeed. but i don't dare to try.

I know someone are helping me to change my idea, thanks,my dear friends. i also wish everything goes well soon.

i would stat at this company recently, and i shall move house in June, i can begin my new life. i could take three lessons-exam in July, then, a enlgish exam called PETS in September, i will take the pETs 4.

So i must say to myself, go ahead, Alice.

i have nice feeling on every Friday. coz the weekend's coming...

Yeah! I remember it's Thursday today, later my friend called me this noon, he asked me to join his meeting in Red Moods the day after tomorrow ( on sunday). i said, Sat? no, it's sunday, don't u remember it's friday today? Let's me flip....my god! it's friday. sorry i'm forget. recently i'm very busy o.

We could fly kites, playing badmintoon, walk around, play card games or other games. how nice!

My colleague( get married and with child) said to me with smile, Alice,you are very happy , i admire your life, i'm very free and lone now.

Red Woods : it's very large, green grass, there is a sea in the front of it, opposite is HongKong.

I'm going to Waterlands ( in Fuyong Town, Bao'an District) with my old sister Aren this weekend. I think it will be very nice.

I went there on 29th Dec 2007 as the first time. Our company hold the " Supplier Colloquia" there. it's very quiet and clean on the surface.But it's very hurry. we came back to our factory when we finished our lunch there.

Tomorrow, i will go there at last. and i will get many photo back. hey:)

My colleague(women) who get married ,they admire my life now because i'm very free now.

They feel lone sometimes, their husbands should limit their life, include make friends, foods,especial making friends. They have not made isomerism(men)friends since they get married, and they must stop kept touching with isomerism friends if they have before. When the weekend coming,husband should go out with his friends, keep her alone at home.

There, she is with child now, must notice her food( she likes to eat pimiento, coz she eat it when she was born) , keep pimiento away ....it's very difficult for her. Then, they quarrel everyday....

i'm complex after i heard it. I can't imagine to adapt the life when i get married. About the food, i think i could accept for the child in my bingy,feel so happy. But i don't accept for making friends, we have our personal space anytime, i think we don't need get married if you don't trust me.

I have a lot of friends now. We often dinner together,i could go to play anytime and anywhere, we don't care someone's look.

So that i decide to keep alone free in a long time.To be honest, i'm afraid of getting married.we should face many many problems in our life,but i know i shoud face it one day.

The day of two years ago as today I came to ShenZhen. It's four years fully. Therefore i already have felt the time flies quickly and quickly.

I was a naive, young girl before, much beautiful experience was kept in my mind deeply. and now, i knew i grew up yet, looks like mature and steady-going. Goodbye to girlhood quietly and stealthily. Perhaps my old age, began to miss many friends who played together here, bean to looke my diaries when wrote someyears ago, began to miss my young age...

Everything is changed now.  

Many of good friends were left away from here, we keep the less contact.Likewise i changed my job again and again. i worked four companies till now. I'm working with my favourite job. I was eager to do job as present when i finished my school. Okay, i have done. it seems i don't approve of myself any more. Oppositely i think about many and many things i want to do. Afterwards i was smited for realistic society... if u don't have any skills, u don't find a foothold somewhere. The stress spurs me learn more. I believe i could do well.

Otherwise, today is my solar calendar birthday! I met many of friends whom were born as same as me, also with them have a nice feeling and party!

Recently every Sat i may go to DongMen for seeing doctor about my finger. don't worried about me, it will be ok in two months.

Power, a friend works in HongKong, he would come here on Sat, so that he wanted me to meet him.

I got up very late last Sat, about 11:00 am.then ,washing and cooking ( by micheal),i went to Dongmen in that afternoon. when i came out that hospital, it's 3:00 pm. At one time, Power akes me where am i concretely,and would come here by Metro quickly. we met in 15 minutes...then, we sat in a Cafe Bar....

I don't speak more ago, this time, he told more. There is one important thing, it's lep me surprised --- his age. you see, i don't know ask more quiestion especially personal.He looks like a university student, with a black glass, like a kitbag on his back, his skin is very good, i'm sure better than me. Originally i think we may at the same age. I affirm you can't believe that he is older 17 years than me. really he looks very young! hoho.....

Next time we meet, i must asked him how to maintain the skin.

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P.S. I bought a black skirt in HaiYa on my way home. I like it very much. I will show it off here one day.

This bowl fills dumplings we cooked. (bad for my mobile it's not clear)

Many friends told me they could off duty earlier than before yesterday. but i still left at 18:00. In china we have the traditional custom to eat dumplings in Festival of Lantern.

Micheal, my roommate. we consulted with cooking dumplings somedays ago. we choosed to buy it in Carrefour in ChangXing Road.

YeaH! there r many people in that supermarket. of course most of them were choosing the dumplings, there r many kinds of it,peanuts, gingili,taro atc. we got taro and gingili total 2bags.. then, micheal cooked it( sometimes she does cooking coz i don't know how to do it).

I was very happy when it cooked coz i was very hungry at that time. firstly i filled one bowl (there r 7 dumplings).how delicious! then, i filled one again, it's bad. i find there're much sugar within dumplings,too sweet, i couldn't go on coz i felt very full till now.

How time filies! The new year have come quickly, and i am older and older.

It's the beginning of 2008, i must make a new planning this year. I rent a new house recently, and move there next month. Ok, everything is steady-going, i could get down to my plan.

1) The most important is learning English then get the PETS Grade quickly through the exam. Next week will buy those books in March, will take the exam in September.

2) Continuing to my self-study. Enter myself for the examination in April, and take the exam in July. It nearly i gived it up in January, so bad and stupid!

3) Joining the English Corner or field day in the weekend when i'm free. Make more sports to loose weight.

4) Finding the better job on August as i can.

5) Planning a travel this year, i wanna go to HaiNan Province.

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Anyway, to top it off the study! Alice, go ahead!