No pain no gain

 I havn't written English diary for a long time. It can easy to see that I am really lack of spirit to insit on .Just like I do other things.Every time when I feel tired or feel nothing to write in, I always have excuses to get over.

Here , my mind come to ten years ago when I was still a  junior middle school studient ,who was quite good at  all assignments. Once I was grateful in the school and most of my classmates were glad to play with me , in my memories , I was a excellence student then. However, everything  has changed after I entered senior high school,I once thought it should come down to my teachers who always wrote off my enthusiasm . Now I know that all of my lost was by reason of my character .

  I didn't mean I had havn't make any goals . By contraries, I had too much goals, I always had new aims which made me don't have a clear way to make them come true.Otherwise, I hardly to do something last-ditch. Another reason I think is because I  eqrequiously care about other people's  reflection on me ,and I am afraid of offending people around me .  

  No pain no gain ! I must subconsciousnessly to supervise myself and change all my faults .I can succeed !