I know you're going to make it ,it may take time and hard work,you may feel frustrated.And at times you'll feel like giving up.Sometimes you may even wonder if it's really worth it.But I have confidence in you.And I know you'll make it,if you try.
It's time for me to choose a way of furture.But I am so afraid of it.Because choosing one means giving up other possibilities.
I could get a job I don't like for earning a living .Sometimes I tell myself :Nomatter what kind of job it is ,just try my best,and I will be proud of it.
Now I am preparing an exam for comeparatively steady job,even I don't know exactly what I am going to do.If everything is OK,I will get that job to live a life I have never imagined.If not,I will face another challenge to choose another ,full of possibilities.
Maybe I just walk it step by step ,my way will clearly revealed on me.
It's a tipycal country music mainly played by guitar .The song I loved for a long time and still.A song that will touch your heart softly.I am getting it playing in my blog on the left side now .You can have a try to listen .
lyrics of《longer》:
Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean Higher than any bird ever flew Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens I've been in love with you
Stronger than any mountain cathedral Truer than any tree ever grew (tree ever grew) Deeper than any forest primeval I am in love with you
I'll bring fire in the winters You'll send showers in the springs We'll fly through the falls and summers With love on our wings
Through the years as the fire starts to mellow Blurring lines in the book of our lives (book of our lives) Though the binding cracks and the pages start to yellow I'll be in love with you
Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean Higher than any bird ever flew (bird ever flew) Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens I am in love with you, oh I am in love with you, oh I am in love with you..
Sometimes you feel old friends are just far away from you gradually.You don't know why you contact them and what to say.
But when a sudden chance comes,you think of something they may need and try to tell them ,just leave a message,then you talk,open all your minds .Things just happened naturally,it's totally better than you excepted.
In fact,your relationship is just there,just because you forget it sometimes.You life for moment covers those good days ,those good feeling,but it is always in your heart.
Yesterday I sent the outline of my thesis to my teacher,she said my thread of writting is good ,but the context is a little scattered and fragmentry.Not so good and not so bad,but I will fix it up gradually ,go ahead!
PHANTOM: I gave you my music made your song take wing and now, how you've repaid me denied me and betrayed me He was bound to love you when he heard you sing Christine Christine
RAOUL/CHRISTINE: Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime say the word and I will follow you Share each day with me, each night, each morning
PHANTOM: You will curse the day you did not do all that the Phantom asked of you ...!
I feel so bad these days.Nearly staying at home.Doing something about my thesis,worrying about my future.It's time to get a job,but it's so hard,futuremore,I don't know what kind of thing I am going to do. Boring! Boring! Boring!whatever,these days will pass,I will get it over and everything will be back to normal.
Memory，turn your face to the moonlight Let yout memory lead you Open up ,enter in If you find there the meaning of what happiness is Then a new night will begin
Memory, all alone in the moonlight I can smile at the old days It was beautiful then I remember the time I knew what happiness was Let the memory live again
Daylight, I must wait for the sunrise I must think of a new life And I mustn't give in When the dawn comes Tonight will be a memory, too And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days The stale, cold smell of morning The street lamp dies Another night is over Another day is dawning
Touch me, it's so easy to leave me All alone with the memory of my days in the sun If you touch me You'll understand what happiness is Look! A new day has begun
This moment I think of a poem:“Home，home，sweet home,there is no place like home ,there is no place like home.”
Since we were born,we had home,safe and warm,as we grow up, we are independed,we leave our parents ,from heart and body gradually,and begin to looking for our new home which make us feel safe and warm,even understood and free .
But this home is not so esay to find like the one we had.It's a long long way.You need to find someone who can tolerate whatever you are,good or bad,who really love you when you take off all your disguises.
It's hard,because most people hope for too much on this staff,love is so amazing ,moving and attracting,but this is just love in image.Where is real life?Real love must cross the river of reality.
Our future home is the place where we will spent rest of our life,so ,except seek,what can we do?
I remember quite clearly now when the story happened. The autumn leaves were floating in measure down to the ground, recovering the lake, where we used to swim like children, under the sun was there to shine. That time we used to be happy. Well, I thought we were. But the truth was that you had been longing to leave me, not daring to tell me. On that precious night, watching the lake, vaguely conscious. You said:" our story is ending."
The rain was killing the last days of summer, you had been killing my last breath of love, since a long time ago. I still don't think I'm gonna make it through another love story. You took it all away from me. And there I stand, I knew I was going to be the one left behind. But still I'm wathcing the lake, vaguely counscious, and I know my life is ending.
