i was born in a country which is in the north of jiangsu province .our country is very poor but many river around it.although the environment is very good but the economic is very poor ,because our country is very far from the city and don't have many large factorys ,in our country the most people are living by farming,and they thinking all stopped in many years ago.maybe this is reason of poor and also this is different from the developed city of jiangsu province .so it is very difficult to supply a young one study in the university in our country .

    in my family i am the youngest and i have three sisters .so supply me study in the university is more difficult to my parent.now i still remember my mother fishing in the river with herself when i was child.because my father must go to working in the company in the daytime.in these days i only know my parent are very busy,and have no time to look after us .

     when  finish school i know my parent have taken out their whole money and i have no qualification to ask their pay red cent for me ,but recently my girl friend ......

     write here i don't know how to go on,the next words hurt me very badly,i want to know  have no money is criminality ,and i tell her  i just graduate from school i want to earn money but it need time ,but she don't allow it.

so i am very sad ,because it will be end.....................

 no words

       today i feel very sad.and i don't know how to express my feeling,and i can't find any words to express it ,so i have no words ...........................

      how to represent your ability in the company? should we represent ability in the company? this two question have troubled me for a long time .we just argued with my colleague .because today the boss pay us money.if we represent our ability completely our pay wil be grow up ,but the time will be very short because others will limit you and don't help you and don't give you chance,they worry about you will replace him one day .if you don't represent your ability in the company ,the boss will not put you on a right sit ,the colleague will help you and give you chance which is not important .but the pay is very low,only a little.so frome the beginning i want to look for a balanced point .but i am lost. i remember our techer told us how to work together with colleague is a kind of art,everyone all have they own way which is found by themself when i in school.now i can understand the words rightly ,and feel it is very difficult to find the way.what should i do? 

      although i don't find the way  ,i still must do my work and working together with my colleague.maybe i will find the way out my attention one day ,i hope the day  arrived earlier. 

      how to represent your ability in the company? should we represent ability in the company? this two question have troubled me for a long time .we just argued with my colleague .because today the boss pay us money.if we represent our ability completely our pay wil be grow up ,but the time will be very short because others will limit you and don't help you and don't give you chance,they worry about you will replace him one day .if you don't represent your ability in the company ,the boss will not put you on a right sit ,the colleague will help you and give you chance which is not important .but the pay is very low,only a little.so frome the beginning i want to look for a balanced point .but i am lost. i remember our techer told us how to work together with colleague is a kind of art,everyone all have they own way which is found by themself when i in school.now i can understand the words rightly ,and feel it is very difficult to find the way.what should i do? 

      although i don't find the way  ,i still must do my work and working together with my colleague.maybe i will find the way out my attention one day ,i hope the day  arrived earlier. 

    i have severl days don't write the diary of space ,i have no words and don't know how to expression the words what i want to said.because i do have many english vocabulary.the words which i learned in the school all have been forgot ,now i only have the words about our life and we usually said.sometime i can't find the words in my brain to expression my just feeling ,i know i have to learn much more words ,but i have no way to learn it.now i worry about my english very much.because i know the english is very important in nowdays,if you pay attention on the fair around you all are refer the enlish ,if you working in the company which is setup by foreigners the feeling is stronger.

   in fact ,how much you earn one month will be decided by your english level  ,i am  just like this now .in some people's space i learn if you want to enlarge your enlish vocabulary you should read more article which is write with english and learn some sentence which is very good by heart.

   but now i meet a trouble -where have the english article,who can help me .

   thank you very much.

    I have two days don't write diary in my space ,because i am very busy in daytime and feel very tire in night ,in past two days i am working in the workshop and will last two days,in the workshop i do my best to do the job well because somedays ago my boss tell me if you start doing something ,you must do it best or others will despise you,although i know this words a few years ago ,i follow it just now .because i want to my boss rise my pay and let my boss affirm my ability .i think this is a good chance for me ,so i must catch it .

    two days have passed and my aim have became truth ,so today i feel very happy.i usually tell myself fighting! fighting! i will become the best one in my company one day.  

            fighting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    after a busy day i feel very happy,some words which is in my hart for a long time all speak out to my manager ,because tonight i have drank five bottles of beer befor i say these words ,just this afternoon i feel very sad because my manager ask us to work in the workshop without equipment,so i waste the time of afternoon,and i could not finish my own work,but throuht this night i feel very happy. \

it is so comfort and cool,from now on i know sometimes drink a little beer also is a good things for us .

      last time i see one leave word from one friend about my english i think it is right ,my english is only translate chinese into english follow the chinese mean just like now .sometimes i also know it is wrong ,but i don't know how to change it .i usually visit other friend 's bloge and study how to speak and write english article,but when i write it ,i  wake up to i still follow the chinese mean .

who can tell me how to change this mistake to improve my english level,

thank you !

i hope i can write the english aricle like one of the space stars------ 安哪 who is a enlish teacher in tianjing one day.

  In past few days i always want to write something .but when i thinking it really feel the things around me just a bit thing and i tell myself it needn't resolve.so i don't pay attention on it .

but some days past ,i know the trouble all start from the bit things.when all things be collect the effect have above my abblity  , i can not resolve it i must by dint of my master . and now i know which things is bad for us  should be resolved when it just begining .or you will be trouble.

I have a few days didn't vist this website ,in past days i am so busily that i have no time to have a rest.but luckly the end is perfectly.another way is i don't waste my so long time.the first part have been finished.from now on  i will prepare for the second part.

in past few days ,i know many things which is could not study from the book.i know how to lie and how to broken someone's lie.where is a words let me became more clear about the lie -----one day on our chat my boss tell me "the lie not a genuine lie befor the lie have been broken ".befor that chat i only know "the truth will become lie when all things have became lie.

i really don't know which things is true ,which is sham in the word ,although i understand the true things is much more tham the sham things.and in fact which things we meet the most part is sham.mybe that is our wish.

i hope the wish will become true one day.