I am so tired today, I have never felt so depressed and lonely, I do not know who am I am now, really not the happy girl before, I do not experience things, if that I will be all scars in my heart, I do not know what I do it wrong or not, just felt I am too innocent, which bring me a lot of trouble.

Yesterdays things still in my heart and I will never forgot . why there are a lot of things that if you do not possess, you will want to get, but when it suddenly come in front of you, you will felt afraid to confront, Now I found I am really easy flimsily, and do not want to face the present.

I am really confused about my future and career, I do not used to tell my thoughts to others, just felt people grow up is not easy,really hard living in the world. Confused.confused still confused!