The first time that I went shenzhen work for one year as a clerk in a broadcast and culture company, there left me so much memories, at that time just had no feeling about there, because strange environment and people, the sensation about each other is coldhearted, no one care about your needs, just your good friends, so I thought may be here is just for working, if I choose the accommodation I will not stay here, for one year busy and comfortable life there, I am fit for there, including the weather, the job, the people.

But now when I arrive another city—a not fashion, not beautiful, not prosperous, I now feel after one month I still did not have good impression about the city, but I have job here, rent house for one year, so I have to stay here at least one year, here I have so much unhappiness here, including the job, the environment, the weather, something that I can not express, the feeling here is lonely. If I am free, the bad mood about here will come out. The job here is a little dull, everyday upload the picture and describe the goods, and then wait the order, the eight hour working time made me so tired although did not do things, why I am always complain here, I do not know. I have to adapt here in all.

And also there is no time for me to practise writing English blog, and no time reading others good articles, the oral English is also no one to speak, here did not have such environment.

But thinging so much unhappiness I can not change, the most important is I should adapt here, I plan to stay here for one year,so I should make use of one year time, do not waste my youth, my life, and my dream, so I always encourage myself, I am very brave and confident, the little frustration can not easy beat me, I am live as well as before by myself !