now i have a space to speak anything i like. i don't need lie or pretend to be someone else i am not.it's wonderful,isn't it?
yesterday, i began to read the bible. i said began, because i will continue reading it. although i didn't read much, i did learn something: when others don't like you,dont't try to find the reason from you,because the cause lies on you.
i am not satisfied with my own personalities, so i want improve them.i am gossip and too critical sometimes,and i want to become one who is very graceful and tolerant. maybe god can help me.so it is possible that some day i will become a chrisrian.
i should make some efforts to lose weigt,but i don't have the determination anymore.as a result, i turn to losing-weight pills.of course,i know it is not a healthy way,so i can control myself to a certain degree.it is really difficult to be a successful lady.my friends are trying to be plump,while i have to lose weight and keep slim.anyhow,we have to do these,or we will lose what we have and can never get what we want.