Darling, today is August 1, a new day , new month and new beginning. My heart is  calm now  ,for I have known that everything is held by myself. " If you turn to the sunshine, you will never in the shadow ". Though sometimes I was appointed to myself , I am happy I can insist on for such a long time. Life is going and always wonderful. So I have decided put my sadness into pockets and take happinedd and confidence to go ,to look for.

   Nothing is impossible and nothing is so important. 'Cause the things you must experince will not be late .Anyway it will appear one day ,whenever .

   What I wanna do is make a good tea and have a nice book. Enjoy life and time.

   Yulan ( Magnolia Flower Bud ) is blossoming.