It was three years ago that I first looked at the sea with my family. The memory is so enough and let me want to see that again.

I was born in a little town and there was no beach near my hometown. However, I was always looking forward to that day I can look at the sea with my family and feel the power of the sea. To my surprise, that day my little wish finally came true. We sat and talked together; we played in the seaside, we took pictures and so on. How gloriously happy we had been during those few fleeting moments of time.

Today, I received a letter from my old sister. She said let us go to the seaside during International Children’s Festival. It’s a good idea! The good plan completed my happiness. I will be right here waiting for that day.

Oh, my sea, I love you!

Today, I received a letter from one of my friends today. Some of his words was excellent and I've learned a great deal from it.  

He has shared a good saying with me, "Everything happened is a tiny thing compared to our life. When you are old and turn back, it's just a jok God played with you. So keep every change as a surprise to your life. You life will be colorful." He also told me that Time is a magic thing. Sometimes it can recover your sadness. Well, I also think so.

I recall a poem from Tagore:If by life you were deceived/Don't be dismal, don't be wild/ In the day of grief be mild/ Merry days will come believe/ Heart is liveing in tomorrow/ Present is dejected here/ In a moment, passes sorrow/ That which passes will be dear.

If you shed tears when you miss the sun, you also miss the stars. Yeah, I am trying to recognize these moment now and cherish them. I am trying to wipe tears and forget what I have to forget.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

One of my good friends said, " you lost a lot of weight."  Then I weighted in at 46 kg on the scale yesterday.It's true, I lost 3kg this month and my face consumed away. It's too terrible!

From now on, don't cry, because it is over; smile, because I have to pull to myself together and face up to life.

I must try to put my past out of my head, and make a fresh start with better intentions. As time go on, I will forget my grief.

A new travel, a new dream, a new mind, a new mood, a new myself. Let me have a new start.

Mother’s day is coming. Do you know anything about the history of it?

In the U.S. mothers’ Day is a holiday celebrated on second Sunday in May. It is a day when children honor their mothers with cards, gifts, and flowers. First observance in Philadelphia, Pa. in 1907, it is based on suggestions by Julia Ward Howe in 1872 and by Anna Jarvis in 1907.

Although it wasn’t celebrated in the U.S. until 1907, there were days honoring mothers even in the days of ancient Greece. In those days, however, it was Phea, the mother of the gods that was given honor.

In the U.S., in 1907 Ana Jarvis, from Philadelphia, began a campaign to establish a national Mother’s Day. Jarvis persuaded her mother’s church in Grafton, West Virginia to celebrate Mother’s Day on the second anniversary of her mother’s death; the 2^nd Sunday of May The next year Mother’s Day was also celebrated in Philadelphia. In 1914, made the official announcement proclaiming Mother’s Day a national observance that was to be held each year on the 2^nd Sunday of May.

I bought a chain bracelet on the internet this morning. It’s the first time I send a present to my mother on Mother’s Day. Although it’s a little present, I hope my mother likes it. However, she couldn’t receive my present as soon as possible and I only say “happy Mother’s Day” to my mother on line. I hope I will come back next Mother’s Day. I’d like to help mother to wash dishes, wash her hair and so on. I remember quick clear now; I often massage my mother’s back for her when I was young. Those were the days of my past.

My dear mother, I have always loved you and I know I always will. Thank you for your nurture, I will always be by your side.

Dear Kag,

Weep now and nevermore!

You already cried all day. You should know that your eyes were swollen with weeping.

However, is it useful? the answer is "No". Please receive and face it, ok? It's not a doomsday! You are not lose world but lose love of someone.

Let bygone be bygones. I think everything will be fine. Please pull yourself together and face up to life. Also, don't forget to give a smile and hope to yourself everyday.

Nowadays, you should understand that no one will be right here forever. Because everything is changing, changing...

Let us do that go ahead and do not come back! Are you ready?

God bless you!

I keep on write a diary everyday since I owned my blog. It has become part of my work.  I just love banging around on the computer and sharing my feeling with everyone around. I often read some articles full of striking thoughts, and then I will collect them.

I don't know why I like English so much. Meantime, I must admit that I am just a beginner, frankly speak; I make mistakes when I write English, but I don't know where it was wrong. I hope you can correct my grammar if you found there are some mistakes in my blog. Thank you very much!

In fact, I found English grammar very difficult for me when I started to learn it. I am weak in grammar, so I've been working hard at it.

There was a old saying in China, "It's the first step that casts". Even though, I never give up hope that I speak English very well one day. I believe, where there is a will, there is a way!

What a lovely day today! Also, I am in good mood. If you ask me "Why"? I can't express my feeling, I think. Maybe  my illness is about to have become better; Maybe the misunderstanding between my close friend and I has been deared up; Maybe today is a special day for me. Wow, the bitter day is far from me, I can see the sun again. Yeah, it's so bright!

Is there something to congratulate? I say "yes". I must buy a present to myself and celebrate this special day. But my parents and good friends are not in my side, so they can't share with my happiness together. Never mind! I have myself, It's enough!

Sundenly, I recall a words as follows: one is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listening to strange music... It's true, but I know, some people live in my heart and let me don't feel lonely.

I am grown up now. I am glad and pround of myself. I am an optimistic and strong girl, althought I have tasted kinds of bitterness and sweetness. Finally, I am going on!

Are there any stars tonight? A little girl wishes to a wish. Is it possible for her wish to be realized?

The days went quickly by.

Today is April 21. Tomorrow is a pay day. I am a little sad at this moment. I don’t know how to express my feeling. Maybe everyone will be happy and wait for the pay day. However, I really don’t want to face that sad fact. I was too disappointed to work during that day.

The day before yesterday, an incident had happened on the bus. One of my roommates’ new mobile phone was stole. In fact, she knew who the thief was. Surely, the thief didn’t admit his crime. She wanted to borrow someone’s mobile phone to call and looked for her mobile phone. Unfortunately, no one would like to lend it in order to avoid some troubles. After that, fully satisfied, the thief said, “if you insist in your point, I will speak clearly with you.” The poor girl had no idea because she was alone. Then she saw the thief got off before the bus began to move. How sad she was! I wonder if the world is becoming colder and colder……

After a few days, one of my roommates will go and never come back for she has resigned. Frankly speaking, I wouldn't be parted from anyone who lives at 204. All of people are kind in my heart. We get on very well together. We often share something with everyone. We often chat and play with each other. It’s a big family full of happiness, laughter and peace. I love my family and my roommates.

Today is Saturday and I still work at office as usual. I didn’t know it was raining until I went out and for my lunch.

In fact, I prefer sunny days to rainy days. The bad weather was getting me down. However, I’d like to stand out in the thin rain.

It was said it’s go to rain heavily tomorrow. One of my roommates suggests us to play cards tomorrow. It’s not interesting to me. I don’t know that from A to Z. It’s hard to me to learn cards. I think I would just as soon read as play chess instead of cards.

What can I do tomorrow? Maybe I will stay at dorm, listen my music, read my novels, go for a walk, chat with my roommates, and clean my room. Oh, tomorrow will pass like this, I think.

Think it over, it is a year since I have graduate from college. During that time, I only stayed at home for one day and then I came to this city. I miss my parents because of I haven’t seen my parents for ages. I am ready to come back during the summer holiday.

It’s really hot in summer at my hometown.  I think I have no idea what I can do except to visit my parents when I come back. Last night, I had a sudden whim to take a holiday with my parents. It’s a good idea, I think. However, I wonder if my parents will support my idea. Certainly, they like traveling very much. I am afraid that they don’t want to spend money for traveling. They know it’s not easy to me to save  money.

As far as we know, mount Lushan is a charming summer resort. So, I’d like to visit mount Lushan with my parents this summer. At the same time, I will take off from work for a few days.

I hope the scheme will be carried into action. It’s not for me but for my parents. They worked all their lives for us. Yeah, It’s time to return their love.

Come on, baby!  I must save money for my travelling!

There’s a boy who is deeply in love with her girlfriend. She is everything to him. The boy always buys something for breakfast for girl. Then, he will go to wake her up when he has got everything ready.

The girl basked in the love of her boyfriend.

But not for long, the boy had gotten into an accident as he walked too quickly. As matter of fact, he was afraid that his girlfriend would be late for work. Finally, he was saved but lost one of his arms.What a pity!

The girl was very sad when she heart of that bad news.And she came to see him in hospital with her roses.After that, she never went back to see him while she knew that her boyfriend had lost his arm.

It’s a sad story. Why? Why is the girl so selfish? Will her conscience does the work? Why is the life so tough? Is love still so fragile? There are a lot of questions in my heart. I still can’t understand it.

I hope and believe that there’s a true love in the world.I know it’s hard to find, but I still open my heart to face this world.I believe I can find it one day. Centainly, I will love him with my entire have.

I will ask him, “When the wind blows, will you hold my hand?”If one day, he ratted on me,I will leave him without my tears.

I believe, somebody is waiting for me next station. He will hold my hand all his life, whenever comes, our heart will go on. I hope it's not only a fairy tale.

It is growing hotter and hotter. After my dinner, I lay down on my bed but I was not asleep. Then, I turned on the radio to listen music. What a familiar melody! the song put me in mind of a teleplay named“Da Cuo Che”, which is very moving and heart-warming.

There was a kind man and he worked in a small company which collects discarded material. He wasn’t married because of he was a deaf-mute. One day, one of his friends introduced a beautiful girl to him, and not long after, they got married. It was really a surprise to the man. But then, he knew that she was pregnant before they got married. In spite of that, he still kind to her. When his mother and sister heard of this news, they were sad and angry. During that time, the baby was born. The man's mother was died as she can’t receipt the fact. A few days later, they divorced each other.

His ex-wife rented a small house and started to work. The man dutifully visited her and little baby. When he knew that she was going to American for her study, he wanted to adopt her daughter. Surely, his ex-wife refused his help. In fact, she was self-condemned. At last, her old brother kept her baby.

However, something quite unforeseen had happened in her brother’s family. Thus, the man started to keep the baby. From then on, they lived a poor but happy life; they were completely bound to each other.

When little girl was 18 years old, her mother came back from America. Everything had changed except his love. the man loves his daughter more than himself, forever. Whenever she goes, whenever she does, he knows that she is the apple of his eyes. He gave all he had.

My mother is an illiterate. Even though she always get along with our neighbors,but we used to quarrel a lot when I was young.  Frankly speaking, I didn’t like her before. When I made the mistake, she always bawled out abuse. I know she hate me because of I am not her natural daughter. But I did not understand why she would want to adopt me because she already had three sons and one daughter.

It’s a riddle about me.

Several years later, I left my hometown and studied at country town. My mother never visited me when I was in high school. However, she would buy a lot of food which I like to eat for me when I came back. However, I didn’t move. I still thought we live in different worlds.

It was a sunny Saturday. I went home as usual. When I arrived at home, my parents were about to have supper. Then, I started to wash my hands and went to dining room. Suddenly, my mother squatted herself down and cleaned my shoes. “Look, you just like a baby. Do you know how to take care of yourself? How old you are, you are seventeen!” she said. For a brief moment, I can’t say anything. I only felt my mother loves me deeply, always......

From then on, I completely changed my mind. I started to accept this special love which from my mother. I know I almost miss it for 17 years. How stupid I was!! I was so guilt and regret since I did hurt to my mother. But my mother didn’t mind. She once said, “You are my kids, my proud, and the best gift from God. I’m satisfied.”

At moment, I still work but my mind is flying. I miss my mother very much. I wonder if she is ok and I am itching to hear her voice. Mom, you have your special place in my heart. I promise I will cherish you very so much. And let you and dad live a good life.

Tomorrow is a Tomb Sweeping Day. It means I have two days for myself. What a good news!

As far as we know, the Ching Ming Festival in spring is occasionsfor visiting ancestral graves.Nowadays,I just left my hometown and work in other city.Last night,there was a program about the Ching Ming Festival. I was moved when I heard this program.

As an office worker, I don't feel very lucky or badly. Although my work is leisure, I only get a low salary every month. What's more, I must work from monday to saturday except on sunday.

When is the weather going to pick up, it's been bad for days. I stayed in dorm and washed a lot of clothes and shoes last sunday. But now, all my suits are wet, I don't have anything to wear. I only wear uniforms to visit my sister.I have no choice, I think.

I hope it clears up tomorrow.Thus, we can go shoping, climb mountain and play badminton.

      From now on, I must work hard and save more money for my dreams. My desk-mate told me the Beijing is very beautiful. What’s more, I can eat food which I like to, I can visit Great Wall and other sceneries.