I am big big girl, in a big big world......
  • I would like to look at the sea

    2008-05-12 12:01:57

    It was three years ago that I first looked at the sea with my family. The memory is so enough and let me want to see that again.

     

    I was born in a little town and there was no beach near my hometown. However, I was always looking forward to that day I can look at the sea with my family and feel the power of the sea. To my surprise, that day my little wish finally came true. We sat and talked together; we played in the seaside, we took pictures and so on. How gloriously happy we had been during those few fleeting moments of time.

     

    Today, I received a letter from my old sister. She said let us go to the seaside during International Children’s Festival. It’s a good idea! The good plan completed my happiness. I will be right here waiting for that day.

     

    Oh, my sea, I love you!

     

    If there was a day that I can live by the sea with my family and catch some rays. Sometimes, I can stroll along the beach with my honey. Oh, is this ever beautiful!
  • I see

    2008-05-10 10:16:08

    Today, I received a letter from one of my friends today. Some of his words was excellent and I've learned a great deal from it.  

    He has shared a good saying with me, "Everything happened is a tiny thing compared to our life. When you are old and turn back, it's just a jok God played with you. So keep every change as a surprise to your life. You life will be colorful." He also told me that Time is a magic thing. Sometimes it can recover your sadness. Well, I also think so.

    I recall a poem from Tagore:If by life you were deceived/Don't be dismal, don't be wild/ In the day of grief be mild/ Merry days will come believe/ Heart is liveing in tomorrow/ Present is dejected here/ In a moment, passes sorrow/ That which passes will be dear.

    If you shed tears when you miss the sun, you also miss the stars. Yeah, I am trying to recognize these moment now and cherish them. I am trying to wipe tears and forget what I have to forget.

    Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

  • A new start

    2008-05-09 11:47:42

    One of my good friends said, " you lost a lot of weight."  Then I weighted in at 46 kg on the scale yesterday.It's true, I lost 3kg this month and my face consumed away. It's too terrible!

    From now on, don't cry, because it is over; smile, because I have to pull to myself together and face up to life.

    I must try to put my past out of my head, and make a fresh start with better intentions. As time go on, I will forget my grief.

    A new travel, a new dream, a new mind, a new mood, a new myself. Let me have a new start.

     

  • A gift for my mother

    2008-05-08 15:47:37

    Mother’s day is coming. Do you know anything about the history of it?

     

    In the U.S. mothers’ Day is a holiday celebrated on second Sunday in May. It is a day when children honor their mothers with cards, gifts, and flowers. First observance in Philadelphia, Pa. in 1907, it is based on suggestions by Julia Ward Howe in 1872 and by Anna Jarvis in 1907.

    Although it wasn’t celebrated in the U.S. until 1907, there were days honoring mothers even in the days of ancient Greece. In those days, however, it was Phea, the mother of the gods that was given honor.

     

    In the U.S., in 1907 Ana Jarvis, from Philadelphia, began a campaign to establish a national Mother’s Day. Jarvis persuaded her mother’s church in Grafton, West Virginia to celebrate Mother’s Day on the second anniversary of her mother’s death; the 2nd Sunday of May The next year Mother’s Day was also celebrated in Philadelphia. In 1914, made the official announcement proclaiming Mother’s Day a national observance that was to be held each year on the 2nd Sunday of May.

     

    I bought a chain bracelet on the internet this morning. It’s the first time I send a present to my mother on Mother’s Day. Although it’s a little present, I hope my mother likes it. However, she couldn’t receive my present as soon as possible and I only say “happy Mother’s Day” to my mother on line. I hope I will come back next Mother’s Day. I’d like to help mother to wash dishes, wash her hair and so on. I remember quick clear now; I often massage my mother’s back for her when I was young. Those were the days of my past.

     

    My dear mother, I have always loved you and I know I always will. Thank you for your nurture, I will always be by your side.

    Well, I have searched a graceful poem as follows:

     

    Richer Than Gold
    -- Strickland Gillilan (1869-1954)
    I had a mother who read me things
    That wholesome life to the boy heart brings --
    Stories that stir with an upward touch,
    Oh, that each mother of boys were such!

    You may have tangible wealth untold;
    Caskets of jewels and coffers of gold.
    Richer than I you can never be --
    I had a mother who read to me.

     

    The poem for all the great mothers! May you live happily!

     

  • A letter to myself

    2008-05-07 16:41:27

    Dear Kag,

    Weep now and nevermore!

    You already cried all day. You should know that your eyes were swollen with weeping.

    However, is it useful? the answer is "No". Please receive and face it, ok? It's not a doomsday! You are not lose world but lose love of someone.

    Let bygone be bygones. I think everything will be fine. Please pull yourself together and face up to life. Also, don't forget to give a smile and hope to yourself everyday.

    Nowadays, you should understand that no one will be right here forever. Because everything is changing, changing...

    Let us do that go ahead and do not come back! Are you ready?

    God bless you!

     

  • Step by step

    2008-05-05 14:49:34

    I keep on write a diary everyday since I owned my blog. It has become part of my work.  I just love banging around on the computer and sharing my feeling with everyone around. I often read some articles full of striking thoughts, and then I will collect them.

    I don't know why I like English so much. Meantime, I must admit that I am just a beginner, frankly speak; I make mistakes when I write English, but I don't know where it was wrong. I hope you can correct my grammar if you found there are some mistakes in my blog. Thank you very much!

    In fact, I found English grammar very difficult for me when I started to learn it. I am weak in grammar, so I've been working hard at it.

    There was a old saying in China, "It's the first step that casts". Even though, I never give up hope that I speak English very well one day. I believe, where there is a will, there is a way!

    "Come on, babe! You can do it, and do it well." Wow, encouragement in the form of cheers from myself.
  • My Wish

    2008-05-03 11:11:42

    What a lovely day today! Also, I am in good mood. If you ask me "Why"? I can't express my feeling, I think. Maybe  my illness is about to have become better; Maybe the misunderstanding between my close friend and I has been deared up; Maybe today is a special day for me. Wow, the bitter day is far from me, I can see the sun again. Yeah, it's so bright!

    Is there something to congratulate? I say "yes". I must buy a present to myself and celebrate this special day. But my parents and good friends are not in my side, so they can't share with my happiness together. Never mind! I have myself, It's enough!

    Sundenly, I recall a words as follows: one is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listening to strange music... It's true, but I know, some people live in my heart and let me don't feel lonely.

    I am grown up now. I am glad and pround of myself. I am an optimistic and strong girl, althought I have tasted kinds of bitterness and sweetness. Finally, I am going on!

    Are there any stars tonight? A little girl wishes to a wish. Is it possible for her wish to be realized?

     

     

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