I always think that it's a piece of cake to me about my work. It's too simple to care it. However, I had made a serious mistake. I am always making careless mistakes these days. I couldn't forgive myself and I wonder what the monitor will say.

Why? why 's that?  I asked to myself again and again, but I still can't explain why.  I don't like to make an excuse for myself.  

I've got a lot on my mind. It's too badly....

What can I do?  What  can I say?  I can't do anything and don't want to do anything. I only keep silent.

I don't think I will do that again. This taught me a lesson.

The Monday comes again as usual.However, my mood not as happy as before. These days, I have been in no mood to do anything. One of my teeth almost change all my life. It is killing me. I can't do and eat anything. Now, I am straving and weak.

It's been hanging about for a week. I have seen the doctor several times. Up to the present, I was not any better. I really feel depressed, but I have no idea what I should do.

yesterday, I went shopping with my old brother. Both of us brought a pair of shoes. At noon, We ordered lots of dishes which I like to eat. However, I have no feeling to eat because I got a painful tooth. In fact, I didn't want to go out on yesterday. Because I haven't seen my old brother for ages, I must see him.

Then, my sister called me When I come back. she was worry about my illness. When we talked with each other, she cough all the time. I knew she got a cold. After that, one of my roommates was getting a cold. Also, my best friend cought a cold. Oh, my god! What a beastly thing!

I’m too busy to write my diary this morning. Now, I am also busy with my writing. I once told myself, “You must write a diary everyday except on Sunday.” In fact, I did it. I really love myself just like this.

Yesterday, I asked for leave. Then I went to the hospital and saw the dentist. I was so weak and I felt I was going to die. However, the doctor managed to save my life. Tomorrow, I have to see the doctor again and fill my teeth. I hope it's will succeed this time.

You know, I couldn’t do anything before yesterday. I was hungry but I couldn’t eat anything. I only stayed in bed and wanted to die. I think it was the worst things in my life. I never thought that a badly tooth nearly finished me off.

I am so lucky! because I can live in this world again. I can talk with my parents on line. I can play Ping Pang with my colleagues, I can quarrel with my best friend, and I can work and enjoy life!

I know: the health is the most important in our life. From now on, I should take care of myself .and I told myself, “You shouldn’t eat sweet so much and brush your teeth on time.” Please remember,Kag!

The day before yesterday, my close friend called me and asked some questions about my health.

“It’s ok; I only had a slight cold.” I smiled lightly and answered. If so, I don't want her to know my illness.

“Really?” she didn’t believe me and the said continually, “But why do you get sick often? Do you know how worried I was when I knew you have got cough again.”

“I see.” I was so moved and compunctious that I couldn’t say any words.

Frankly speaking, my condition is still serious. I have taken some medicine, but it was no use. I can’t take it anymore.

I was thinking to myself, “don’t I look after myself well enough?” I believe the answer is no. Firstly, I often take exercise with my partner; Secondly, I keep an orderly diet; Thirdly, I have a good sleep; Finally, I lead a peace and comfortable life. But , my Jesus, please tell me, where have I  gone wrong?

I can’t take it anymore. Today is just not my day! I hope my health will improve as soon as possible.

Along with the development of the economy, the level of consumption rose noticeable, too. There is a talk of the average annual growth rate of the volume of total retail sales of consumer goods during the Ninth Five-Year plan period reached 10.6 percent. However, it’s the devil’s own job earning enough money to keep pace with the ever-increasing cast of living these days.

As far as we know, the consumption level of Shenzhen, Shanghai and Beijing have improved year by year. Living in Shenzhen, I’m under a lot of pressure. Maybe it comes from society, environment or my heart.

Before applying for a job, I always think that happiness is most important. But now I know, the money is basis, if you have no money, you will find that it’s too hard to live in the world, especially in big cities.

Think it over, I seldom go out this month, but I just spent a lot of money. It took about 50 Yuan to me by bus; then I bought a battery and a book; yesterday, I saw the doctor. I spent several Yuan in a few days. Oh, my god!

Obviously, I wanted to quit my job. I’d like to have a job with good pay. However, trying to find a good job these days is no joke, I think. I wonder if I have enough experience and acknowledge, it’s good for me to find a well-paid job.

It is half a year since I came to Shenzhen. I felt the consumption level of Shenzhen is really high.Public security order is poor in suburbs, too.

It’s a nice day. However, I felt too tired to work. I have got a cold again. It’s too bad!

Last month, I went to see the doctor and was given an injection. How serious I was! To tell you the truth, this have is go on for over a month. Finally, one of my friends told me if I insisted in my idea, she will take me to go to hospital whenever I will. I had no choice and went to hospital by myself.

Nowadays, I dare not to tell her about my health. She always said, “You are as valetudinarian as Lin Daiyu.”

What should I do? Should I see to the doctor again? I think the doctor will give an injection again. I am allergic to injection. But I am worried about my health. I have promised to my darling that I will take care of myself. When all comes to all, nothing was done.

I wonder if I should see the doctor. My Jesus, could you give me some advice? And could you tell me why I am so weak? The god bless me, please!