It's late at night by your time there, you said you're tired...But what can I do? Only wish you have a nice sleep...Yeah, I really need to prey, talk to God that bring me to your side someday..why we couldn't be together?! First time I want to prey, for our love, for our future.

I'm sad you will belong to another one but not me, of course, I'm jealous of her..She is so lucky to be yours!!! But deep in the bottom of my heart, your happinesss is the most important thing i need to care about. I counldn't give you what you need, but somebody can now, so persuade myself to accept her...Sooner or later, that girl would come to your life instead of me. And I'll let you go, let you go...

These weeks I got used to chatting with you and feeling close you're there by my side. Everyday you brought me happiness but can't get from someone else. If we're meant to be, why we can't be together??? I never hope you wait for me blindly...and we're just a dream to each now. Always the dream is much more beautiful with rich imagination. But to some instant, it's awful we need enough faith to make it come true.

I want to stay with you, sharing each moment with you..bad or good, just be with you.. You're the one!!! The one I'm looking for in my life...

Seeing you sitting in front of computer table on the other side out of my reach, I can't find suitable words to talk with you. Even the word "hello" seems lack of vitality. Of course, I could say it out easily. But how about the next? How could we keep on our conversation? If both of us sitting silently and staring at the other photo in a daze, I would rather there was no start at all.

When you went to ask me about my test result, which also gave me the sense that you had the same kind of feeling like I did. You wanted to care more about me but what you promised before caused you to stop thinking of our inchoate relationship. But instinctively, we can't help missing each other crazily.

I was just about to welcome you to my real world, but the opportunity of future career came with a sudden, and it seldom knocks twice. So you should put all energy on it. When reading your sentence "In three years, only care about the career, no love!" It's the feeling like I woke up from a nice dream unwillingly. Why it was three years? Can you reduce it? Cuz it's really hard to foretell what will happen during three years, especially, the most uncertain period in our life. I don't need you to stay wiht me all day along, feeling your love and care is enough. How could we find a way out to keep balance with both? Who could help us?

I noted with a sigh of regret that accidents will happen in life. Sometimes I was thinking of it selfishly. If I never knew your love, we wouldn't get into a jam! But yeah, only myself won't gain the pain. How selfish thought it was! If not, maybe I would miss a chance to own a true lover in my life forever! When this idea occurred to me, I felt full of faith to defeat all problems in front of me.

Although your unrequited love showed six years later, you caught the chance to express it to me last month. When traced back to our middle school life, it seemed nothing left behind expect some common friends. But now, your love gave me a sense of purity and innocence during that period. How much I wish we could develop it better and better as time went by.               

In fact, I never had an affection with a Chinese boy yet. If there is destiny between us, I believe no matter how far away I fly, I'll be back to your side some day! I hope so!

Totally three weeks ago of today, I went to meet you when hearing you were eager to see me the night before. It should be called our first date. One day before or even an hour ago, I never found any signs to prove what kind of thing would happen next. Untill the moment you said you love me, but I still couldn't believe my eyes. Why it's me? Why it's you? Are you the one I'm always looking for? So many questions jumped out into my head with uncertainty.

At the beginning, I thought it was like a joke. The one who loves me is living so close to my real life. During three years all my better male friends are foreigners who're living far away from me. I'm always sure enough I'll marry someone but not Chinese guys. Maybe because I never met the right person in my real life, and your come broke this rule. Some strange thoughts kept in my mind that I would be settled down tightly by you from now on!

Hardly to believe someone who is filled with charm could call me back into the real life. When standing by your side, looking through your eyes, that moment I only realized that how much I like you! You said it was destiny let us meet again at class reunion in winter holiday. Six years passed since we graduated from the middle school. Although stay in the same city, we miss the chance to encounter on the road all the time.

But god also made a jok to us, he arranged wrong time for us to share love outside. This time I get ready to keep the relationship with you, but in the end you have to catch the opportunity to creat the future career wiht all your efforts. Why our love would go on like that kind of way? Did we come across to each at wrong time? I couln't tell myself you are the same as someone else till I know your true heart. No, you're so special to me till the end of time!

Staring at my eyes in a mirror

What else could I read through it

Since when my life wasn't serene anymore

Many incredible things happened one after another

Maybe it would be called miracle or adventure

Heart inside became heavy to bear all of them

Young as my age to accept everything with a sudden

I said to myself I was really fine

But was it true finally

You're my special in my life forever

When alone I started to doubt about this

I pretended so well that forgot the true feelings

It seemed as a disaster and I lost everything in it

What else can I loose more but the self-respect

I thought I could win if we have second time to play game

As a friend asked why try again but still see the same end

Though I realized this point of matter apparently

I still believe we could find a new path to walk on

Give us a chance to turn to a new page

You're really good when we stay together

But when we keep apart in our daily life

We never belong to each anymore

I was afraid to be hurt again but it was at last

Starting to find any sign that you were once there

Truely, deeply, madly in my life

Nothing left only a broken heart

How could I carry on to pull myself through

Facing every moment you're won't be mine forever

I konw time is up for you and me

There are more important stuff need me to care

So I won't waste time any longer

We need to go back to our own life

Where we totally belong in this life

For a better future we need to move on without each

I still feel grateful to meet you when I was young

The happy day we shared together I will remember all

Someday you're gonna run across my mind

I know you're my first and it will be forever

I miss you every day, but that seems useless without you by my side.
I'm not sure if we have future, but I don't want to lose you in my life.
You're my special lover, so I came back to meet you one year later.
I prefer to cherish what I have rather than seek for others with a blind start.
If never fall in love, how to know what's the love it is!

I'm not a good lover who never care about your everything so much.
For us, we have enough freedom in real life.
If you need more free space, I'll respect it.
As long as you are fine, that's what I care!