Happy chatting with my lovely cousin

Long time no see my best lovely cousin. I was really missing her so much but it seemed she wanted to disappear quietly for a while and didn't keep in touch with me. When she came back to speak with me online three days ago, I cheered up at once and felt my heart filled with warmth. Maybe it's called the power of love from family bonds!

My life was in a mess recently, my heart became colder and colder to kill most of friends' warmth. Even myself felt so strange telling them that just let me alone and I didn't need all your care. If I couldn't give you happiness, why not leave me to seek from others? You all deserve more than what I could share with.

During that moment I found even when facing with my best homo-friend, I only want to keep my sad feelings inside and just stay with myself alone. I was upset to see leaving them tapping on the other side only but I was reluctant to find suitable words to say out.

All my mind was trapped in my poor situation, and it's hard for me to move on leisurely. My passion was low for doing everything untill saw my lovely cousin came to me. Haha  We were chatting together nearly three hours through phone and net. I heard my own voice louder and louder, smiles wearing again on my face. Yeah, she is really a person full of charm that could bring happiness to everyone around her easily. She is the one I could talk to openly and freely without any scruples. I'm so proud from the bottom of the heart to have her as my cousin in my life. Thank you so much!