My confidant comes from Canada

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 How lucky I am to know him as my confidant in this life. Recall the day how I got to know him, maybe this was the same as so-called destiny. My favourite basketball player is from Canada, it is a case of love me, love my dog. I'd like to know more about the people living in the same country as him. So I went to search someone on icq.

Thanks to Nash, xixi, he granted me luck to know Tarin instead of him. What a happy coincidence! They were tall with the same height 1.91m!!! But the different type like Nash, nevermind, hehe! Yeah, I really felt great honor to see he adding me to his list, too. And soon later, I knew that's also related to his major--computer, for most of his messengers were online all day around.

But we all understand what brought us closer together was due to our sincere heart chat. When came across on the net every time, we listened to each carefully with patience and care. Even tiny thing  from common life, but through our mouths, all  filled with joyfulness and more interesting than it was original to be.

He's the first one I could talk my thoughts truly outside during these years. Perhaps he gave me a sense of trust. When saw him typing words on the other side, I got a hectic inside, heart-struck as well. I knew it's the normal response when facing the one I feel love! Through longtime's getting long with him, I found the more time chat with him, the deeper I love him secretly.

Yeah, it  is terrible! Because I lack courage to tell him my love. He is the second foreigner friend I love but much deeper than the former. And so much I'm sure he is the one I feel falling in love with, out of control.

Somethimes I'm thinking about the scene of his reaction when hearing my love to him. I'm eager to know what's his feeling about me. Of course there're only two sides. On one hand, he has no more feelings just sees me as a friend. So how could our friendship go on the following days after my expression only? On the other hand, hearing what I wished, we would be happy to feel love together. But how could we face everyday only meeting online but not by side. Time and space is really the killer of love! So I would rather feel sad alone than bring pain to him.

At set intervals, I go to chat with him and he is always there for me. Almost we could stay nearly 2 hours, he's the one I could talk from daytime to nighttime. My eyes would be tired but the heart full of happiness, passion and dynamism. Only when facing him I could find more and more words to say out. But that also makes me afraid whether we would talk a lot sitting face to face in real life. However, how much I hope he was living near to me here!

Especially, during the days without seeing him, I get lost and couldn't find anything else to spend time quickly. To my amazement, all his words said to me I could repeat again and again in my mind. Never do I remember them painstakingly, but it does finally. I'm a person who can easily forget common things in daily life. It seems that he is so special to me, and it will be forever and ever!

Why his words like magic and attract me to death. Through them I feel a heart with innocence and purity. He is also very cool, with a seldom long hairstyle for boys that is very different from the contemporary. What's more important, not that he goes to speak with me just for some aims, but that he regards me as his friend. A friend who can share your life with sorrow and joyfulness. He is the precious gift god give to me in this life!

Time flows away like running water, in a twinkling, one and a half year passed. Luckily, we still keep in touvh with each and our friendship goes on well. When he said to me with a smile that he had already used to Chinese time, I felt deeply touched. Yeah, because of the time lag, he was always staying up late. "If not, how could we chat together?" He said with a happy tough, but I really cloud feel a bit of sorrow behind it!

At last, I'd like to celebrate the day for us, December 3 of 2007! Our Best Friend Day!  It remains fresh in my memory the moment he agreeed me to be his best friend! Haha, from then on, I feel hornor that I'm also special to him, what a happy day for us! I'll remember it all my life.

P.S.   Fogetting his birthday 4 dayds ago made me awake suddenly this morning, and I felt so sorry, for the day I had been waiting for one year!