School life was over on April 20

As to me, the most important thing happened in this month was that about the test of entering unversity in Hangzhou, that means which way I need to walk later on, go on studying during next two years or start to work from now on in the society.

Of course, there's no definition to tell you which road is brighter for the future. No matter on which side, people's advice all makes sense. Nobody could fly to see what on earth about their own future before they take which road to move out the first step. We couldn't predict whether this way is bad or good at first.

After finishing my test, how much I wish I could pass it, cos that moment in the unversity the dream to be an English teacher presented itself in my mind for a long time. To be honest, I always hate the job of being a teacher, it's so boring to teach what you have already known by heart time and time again. Maybe you need to say the same sentence for 6 times during one day to different classes. Oh, my God! It's really a big job. I'm afraid that I will loose my patience in the end. 

However, I come around to the idea now. To take my future family into account, in order to spare more time with the family, especially, with my kid, I'd like to look after her/him as much as possible. In some way, being a teacher you would have plenty of holiday time on your hand, so you could share most moments of her/his growing. On the other hand, to myself, I really don't want to forget what I learn at school. It seems that I only study English in this life, hehe. If I forget all of it as time goes by, it would leave an empty page to my whole life. And I realize that teaching English to students, not only could give you the chance to remember it, but also good to update your knowledge as soon as possible.

Unwillingly, this dream wouldn't come true in this life, because I failed the test. I lost the opportunity to study in the unversity and get the undergraduate degree. God never shuts one door but he opens another. I gave comfort to myself that it wasn't so bad to work earlier than contemporary. Once I found the job related to my major, that's also a good chance to practice what I learn and gain enough work experience.

Yeah, there's no excuse to idle away my time at home anymore. I need to carve out a career for myself from now on.  Haha, cheerio! Also I want to thanks those who always support me and care me when I'm in need.