Three weeks' working

Long time I didn't go to this blog and write something down here, but I really miss my own words. Am I narcissistic? Yeah, a bit of.

At the beginning of this month, after spending the Labor Holiday, I went to work as an office girl at a trading company in Keqiao. Actually, it's my First job. And this first month was just for the internship. Till now, three weeks has already passed, leaving me a body of tiredness and loneliness. Each week I tasted the different flavors from the job. I had a lot of get-up-and-go during the first week, it seemed that I got more spirit into the work. Of course, at the beginning, it's just a stage of freshness and vigor. When it comes to the second one, I felt more tiredness and less passion for work, and always got bored during working time! Why should I stay there like a fool?

I realized the reason why it went on like that way, that's due to his return from his country. Since more than three months we didn't meet each other, I was filled with happiness that he gave me a call as soon as he arrived here. In fact, I really felt confused how to keep in touch with him. Even I never told him I've already been working in Keqiao. No wonder he was surprised why I was reluctant to work at his office in the same city.

The more he did better to me, the worse I felt upset in the recent company. They are the family, and I'm the stranger to them forever. They couldn't 100% trust in me, which could easily hurt me inside. So why not working together with my owns, who is intimate to me and believe me? After meeting him on Tuesday, I was quite sure that the quitting day isn't far away.

The fourth week is coming, I need to think of the reasons for resign. Better put an end to a troublesome business than to be always vexed with it. I believe it's better to face with the problem earlier than later. Hope everything would go on well next week!