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2008-4-30
I don't know why am I so angry when I hear about what my elder brother everytime.What he does is really makes me disapointed, even I just want to give him a fist heavily. If I am able to do that, how much I gave a left to him, and at least I konw where is he. I just know that he fail to do what a person in the society should do, and makes many people worry. Why is it like this? Dose he dedicate less than others? Certainly not, but why is he so decadent now that I can't believe he is who he was. Maybe what can do is only this which standing out of what he called his own world, wait for his sunny smile. As a sister, I know what I do for him is not enough at all, as I don't say someting cheerful to him when he felt so despaired & helpless. As a friend, I am so stupid that I am aware of the gult between us which is more and more far.
Such these words as above was written for many times before ,and there were only disappoinment left for me. Let it be. It is the most important for me to do my best, while walking on my road.
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2008-4-19
Now,I feel really tired from head to toe.exactly speaking,I should be happy for finishing the work in a mouth but being with me now is only the fatigue & loneliness, which makes me down at the hurricane night. I think it's a little irrational to rain so heavily with the strong winds in the spring April. And maybe for this, I have no the mood as expected, even I don't want to chat anything with the companies.At the monent I feel myself just like the falling leaf in the wind, hit by the rains, which makes a dreary picture...
Sometimes I think this picture is poetic in some ways,however, just tonight I feel that I am so poor.I wonn't forget the steps that I walk in the hurricane alone and I wonn't forget the sweat that I work hard for the everyone.Instead of these, there is nothing for me.Rains go on with the cool wind ,which make me so cold at the night and wash away what's on my mind. And the rest in my mind will be the bitter menory.
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