I don't know why am I so angry when I hear about what my elder brother everytime.What he does is really makes me disapointed, even I just want to give him a fist heavily. If I am able to do that, how much I gave a left to him, and at least I konw where is he. I just know that he fail to do what a person in the society should do, and makes many people worry. Why is it like this? Dose he dedicate less than others? Certainly not, but why is he so decadent now that I can't believe he is who he was. Maybe what can do is only this which standing out of what he called his own world, wait for his sunny smile. As a sister, I know what I do for him is not enough at all, as I don't say someting cheerful to him when he felt so despaired & helpless. As a friend, I am so stupid that I am aware of the gult between us which is more and more far.

Such these words as above was written for many times before ,and there were only disappoinment left for me. Let it be. It is the most important for me to do my best, while walking on my road.