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Enjoy life and love life, love people around me!(please be frank to tell me that what mistakes i have made and collect it. please tell me how much good or bad the paragraphs i write are. Thank all people for coming to my space and welcome all people leaving advice to me. advice is the passion of writing this space of me. thank you!)

  • chances

    2008-05-31 09:31:17

    I have given me three chances.
    according to my rules, there is no chance left. of course, i am not sure if it is the last chance. maybe there is an exception about something.
    This is the third time that i have been.
    it is said that everything happens not more than three times. i think maybe it is the last time i have. the result i want to know will come out, i think.
    no matter what the result is , i will accept it. of course, i wish time will give me good answer.
    IF it is not the answer i need, i will not regret. i have learn something from it and know something from it and many things don't develop as you want.
    I think all the experience be there that must have its reason and we should treasure them.
    i wish i will get the news.
    GOOD LUCK TO ME!
    我已经给了我三个机会，按我的原则来说，没有下次机会了。当然我不能肯定，因为有些事是有例外的。
    而现在已进入了第三个机会的阶段。
    人常说事不过三，也许这真是最后一个机会了，也许结果就在这个机会中吧。
    不管结果好坏，我都不后悔，因为我从中看到一些东西，学到一些东西。人所有的经历都是值得珍惜的。
    当然，我更愿意结果是好的，我求之不得。但，很多事不会按我们的意志去发展。我也不能勉强。
    祝我好运！　

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  • something

    2008-05-26 10:06:19

    I was dumped yesterday, i think.

    THE day before yesterday, my BF asked me to marry him and told me that he was planning to have a wedding ceremony at the end of this year.

    I told him that i couldn't make it and if we got married, we would have a hard time. we need a lot of money.

    MAYBE  i give him a image that i hoped that he should have more money and if not, i wouldn't marry him.

    ACtually, i just wanted him to know our ideas were not nature enough to consider having a wedding ceremony or we are too young to be married.

    BEcause, according to his behavīor, he gave me a image that he is not grown up. we are not suitable to have a wedding ceremony soon or we will hurt each other.

    later, i think he was angry with me. Becasue he gave a message that said he couldn't make me feel safe, because he was useless and had no money. I was very angry when i read it.

    because, before this message, i had explianed my real meaning to him, i got very angry, i thought of his message and didn't give him messages on the whole afternoon.

    in the end, in order not to misunderstand him, i asked my roommate to read my message and requested her to told me what my BF meaned. she told me that he said nothing, it was very common and i shouldn't be angry. so i sent a message to him and told him that i couldn't marry him this year and i didn't want to marry him next year. a minute later After sending the message to him, i was sure that he was angry with me although my roommate said there was nothing in his message. i regretted i sent message to him.

    so far, i haven't received his message. i think i was dumped.

    BEcause he didn't give me any words that he wanted to be part, i look at my mobile phone every now and then.

    ALthough he is not the ideal BE that i dream, he is very kindhearted. i don't want to miss him. I need nothing just his kindness.

    HE is a very common boy except his kindness.HE often keep silence when we meet. it seemed that he couldn't find tha topic to speak to me, but he is a very honest person.

    HE has no confidence, i hate it, but i think he will find it some day. at least, i don't want to miss him at this moment.(5/25AM,9.00)

     

     

     

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