Miss her

Yesterday I talked to my friend who is studying in French.We have not seen for about nine months since september of last year.Actually she is my ex-girlfriend.I have not forgot her untill now.We talked a lot of things: about family, job, and so on.I knew it is so difficult for her to live out.She needs work while studying especially for one girl.It is too hard to stay continuously there.She said she has spent much money from her parents.So she must afford expense for schooling and life.When I heard all of these,I am not feel so good.I know I still love her, but I can not do anything to help her.She need support.I really want take care of her when I think she is out.Maybe she has not loved me, but I realize my thought clearly.I ever talked to myself, I am right here to wait for her.Perhapse someone feels that it is too silly.Nobody know what will happen in future.However I just do as my mind at this moment.