my 'friend'

the boy who say that he love me very much.he want me to be his gf,he asks me if i can receive his requirement.I never gave him any responds to him.  To same egree,i ever have the same feeling with him.but for me,i really cannot give you any answer when i still a student  because there are lots indefinite factors.I never told him.it just only hides in my heart.such as first we study in different colleges in different provinces.it not convenient for us to communiticate always.I know maybe you will argue that the long distance can produce or bring the sense of bueaty.but i don't think so.maybe I am a practical girl,i think.

he is so considerate to me.but some way he did i don't like.in my opinion,lovers should trust each other first.he deceives me that he hadn't gilfriend in his school.when he was abandoned by his girlfriend.then he kept up with me and said some sweet words to me.at that time i felt a little sad.anyhow,it is no of my business.i still treat him as my best friend.

in his birthday last year,i sent him wish of birthday.then i gave him phone calls,he did not give me any replies.he just hanged up  the receiver several times.i felt so sorrow.

once i gave him a message read'what are you doing? are you busy these days?'that is all. his respond was that don't interrupt me,don't keep up with me forever,i don't like you.it really hurts me deeply,i think it was my fault.my reply to him was that ok, no problom, do remenber.from that moment,i omitted his phone number from my mobile phone right now and his qq.i don't want to see anything about him.

after a few days he gave me a message that sorry to my remark last time,it was all my faults,please forgive me,and he slso gave some other reasons,tell you the truth that i really don't want to hear his explains.but i don't want to make thing more embarrassed,i just listen to him,but i took no interest to it.

i think he never knew how much deep he hearts me

i never expressed my feelings to him,i think for him it is no need to talk more to him.