today

today im not happy.

my best friend--maybe she is my best friend made me very sad and angry.

she always say that im her best friend.

But when im hurt,she never helps me.

she always says that she hates B,but she always stays with her instead of me.

we eat lunch together with another two people everyday.

but yesterday i had lunch alone.

 none of them told me where they were going before lunch.

and everybody asked me why i was alone.

i didnt know what to say or how to do.

i just smiled and said i didnt know.

i just wanted to cry.

who knows me?