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  • Enchanted

    2008-05-04 08:51:17

    Do you believe enchantment?  Well, I do believe it now. And so do all my mates in my dorm. Let me tell you what this enchantment is:
    There're four of us in my dorm. We all had good female friends and were hoping that one day they could become our girlfriends. However, that's just our day-dream. Those girls we like have all become others' girlfriends. What the fuck is this? How the hell could it happen?
    It reminds me of a movie called “Good Luck Chuck”. Any woman who slept with Chuck would get married with others soon. Chuck seemed very lucky, but in fact he was very pathetic. So did we. What’s worse, we haven’t even had sex with our lovely female girlfriends.  What a shame!
    We all made an conclusion that this is definitely an enchantment. We’re all fucked. But what can we do? To find a true love kiss to get rid of this enchantment like the hero in the movie “Enchanted”?  I’m afraid not. What we can do now is to face it no matter it’s an enchantment, or a spell or a curse, whatever. We can figure it out and fix it.
    By the way, if you’re a girl who wanna find your lover, come to us and be a girlfriend of one of us, we can give our luck to you and help you find your true love. No kidding.

  • Youth

    2008-05-04 08:49:58

    Youth is like a piece of clean white paper waiting for you to write something on; Youth is also like a yard of lawn out of window not allowed to step on.. I open the door of memory and take down everything meaningful, then let it go.

    The last year before university

    I was still shocked by the talk between my classmates that it was almost the time every year for the entrance exam to university again. Although I have spent nearly two years on university, the old days before university never escape from my memory. Every time I look the old happenings back, those joys and pains will occur to my mind.
    I don’t know how to go through those days when I was in grade 3 of senior school. What I know is that thousands of pieces of papers flutteredonto my desk like snow every day. My desk was stacked completely with many reference and practice books. A big and clear number on the wall reminded us cruelly how many days to the big exam.once in a while, I raised my head out of the huge stack of books, seeing the tracks left by a couple of birds in the blue sky out of window.
    In the spring, trees standing by the lane leading to our apartment showed off their fantastic white mixed with pink flowers to passer-bys.
    With a blast of breeze , flocks of flowers flew down to pave the stone lane fromone end to the other. However, I seldom appreciated those beautiful flowers, because my mind was filled with endless practice, quizzes that kept me thinking even when I walked. Some days later, I saw unconsciously that those flowersonce covering the trees had all gone without any cue. Instead, the air was embedded with sense of green leaves which went with the light and mild wind and what took on in front of my eyes was totally green. That seemed to tell me: spring had passed. Wandering around the playground with a book in my hand and a little upset, I almost bumped into a face who was towards me. That was an unusual face because it was always with a smile----like spring, like peach flowers and like an angel…
    Most of the days before the exam were quite dull. We were always trying to look for fun in order to color the pray days, even though we hadn’t got any significant things.
    I preferred to spend my spare time extracted from weekend in playing basketball with several friends until the sun hided behind the hill and dark swallowed the court. Then, I would play the guitar to amuse my friends while they were telling jokes. We were showered in the breeze on the river. The light of street-lamps were shattered into the river and went away with the water which seemed like many little stars twinkling from time to time.
    Time passed so fast that sometimes we hadn’t enjoyed ourselves enough. It was time for dormitory to be closed. So we had to hurry to run back while praying the gate open all along the way. Sometimes we found surprisingly that there was light glowing from some window of studying building when we couldn’t help betting which class that light belonged to. To our delights, the gate was still open. We rushed in without hesitate.
    All that good old days passed. Time sneaked away from between fingers. So did what had happened. I just tried to deposit some people and some things into my memory and put the in a certain corner deep in my heart. And this is my last year before university.

    The first year at university
    Walking on the lane of campus pitch greeted by a blast of cool breeze, my mind was refreshed out of tiredness. Also, my eyeballs were attracted by a group of new students playing football happily. Although keeping my eyes on them, my mind returned the year when I was a freshman.
    University was like a new world waiting for me to explore. Everything was fresh just like me.
    The university life I had dreamed of started with a 3 weeks’ exhausting military training. All the boys and girls were ordered to wear a suit of mini-uniform. The all day long training in the hot sun almost made us faint. So I took it for granted that my surviving the military training was my first success at university. Undeniably, the university life was really rich. I had classmates from all over the country with all kinds of accents. Everyone here was able to find his or her own stage. 20-30 classes per week left me enough time to take advantage of it free. Besides, the routine holidays staying in a fixed time withoutone day deprived were waiting for me to paint for them. Everyone had rights to participate in any association or run forone member of student union. In my opinion, they can help expand students’ horizon and develop some abilities. I, of course, took part in chess and car association. As for the student union, unfortunately, I lose. On the whole, university provided me with a stage to show myself on!
    As a school, the difference between university and high school lied in the liberty of having classes. On classes, teachers were given to wait for students instead of students waiting for teachers know as an eternal law in senior school.once upon a time, I felt tired of my own boring class. So I went away to go in for an optional class called “web-designing”. Because of my excellent performance, I was praised by the teacher more thanonce. But in the final exam, you know, I had no right to take that. After having learned the truth, the teacher couldn’t help but sway his head.
    Even though at university, studying was still the most important thing I had to realize. After all, university was not the paradise in my dream. Teachers never slowed down just because someone lagged behind. At the beginning, I couldn’t adapt to the way teachers gave lessons. Luckily, I talked with an elder student by chance and he told me some of his experience in learning. Regularly, I adjusted myself to studying in a right way.
    The campus is beautiful. It is just like a little town. Lots of people live here and strive for their futures. The university life is interesting in deed. But it doesn’t mean that you deserve leisure.
    As usual, I got up at 6:30. after less than 30 minutes’ doing myself up. I started for breakfast. Then I hurried to classroom trying to find a seat as near the blackboard as possible. If I kept concentrating on what my teacher said without being distracted, I deserved praise. In the afternoon, I had to make a plan for the activity called “host-challenging contest”. In the evening, I planned to attend a lecture about cars delivered by a famous professor. And then, I went over the knowledge in time. At about 10:30pm, I went back to my dorm. Seeing my lovely dorm-mates, I was really excited about that. We had a so-called “lying-meeting” every night like in the other dorms. That was so amazing. We could talk whatever we wanted to. That was a day’s prime time. At last, we all fell asleep without being aware of who saying the last word. This isone usual day of my university life.
    University is like a miniature society as my students know. It needs you to be independent and learn how to get along with the others. Maybe it can be considered as a process of life from immaturity to maturity. It is also part of my memory worth my depositing. And this is the first year at university.

    Well, those are my stories in the two periods. Yes, you can say that they are totally different. However, in the meantime, I’m sure you’ve also got an idea that they are both a period of life, to be exact, the youth. Probably they will occasionally come to my mind like some harmonious notes. So I will do my best to compose them into a memorable and plain song. “Youth is not a time of life; it is a state of mind”, said Samuel Ullman. I believe him so much. I’ll cherish the youth because it makes me always in youth.
  • Memorable childhood

    2008-05-04 08:49:00

    Everyone has to grow up. If possible, I’d rather never do that. Every time when I recall my childhood, I feel so sweet that I don’t wanna return to reality.
    I was born in a small town at the foot of a hill that is now built as a place of interest. My childhood was wonderful. I used to play together with my three cousins. We almost play together everyday. We liked to build a very small house with couples of wood and we stayed in there like a shade or headquarter. In winter, we went to skate on the small river with a little dolly my grandpa made for us. In summer, we got in the river to hunt river that was very small. Whatever we did then, it was always fun.

    I was forced to go to the kindergarten for half a year (I don’t actually remember how long I stayed in the kindergarten, it was my parents who told me that). Then I went to the local primary school at seven. I was supposed to go to school at eight. Because my appointed teacher was my neighbor, I got a priority luckily. I didn’t really know why I went to school. I just went there everyday except weekend and did what my teacher told me to. I was a lambkin and a little bit ignorant. I didn’t even find the score sheet posted on the wall near the blackboard until the end of the first semester. I was in the 19th place more or less in my class. I didn’t completely understand what it meant. But deep down my heart I vaguely realized by nature that I should compete with others and challenge the first place.
    My parents worked very hard and were very busy. They didn’t have much time to care about my situation in the school. Like I said, I was a good boy on the whole, but not always.once I went to a game bar after school, when I played with great excitement, my mom came in…As you know, I was seriously hit by my parents and afterwards I never went there.
    Anyway, there’s so much fun I ever experienced in my childhood. When I was eleven, we moved to Changchun. So I have to leave my cousins, my brothers. They burst into tears on our departure. But I didn’t, I didn’t know why even I felt the same way. Mom said it was for the good of my study, which also put my memorable childhood to an end.
  • Feeling life

    2008-05-04 08:47:54

    There’s a question for me “what do I live for?” or “what’s the meaning of my life?” I think I have to give an answer even if for temporary. Is it true if people get older, the mind will get more complicated? I guess it is. The more things I want to own, the more troubles I am in. Why’s this happening? I should get some peace calm down. Maybe I was too harsh on myself. I want all things to be done perfectly, so I wasted too much time dealing with things that can be ignored, which put me under a troublesome and unpleasant situation. Yes, I should have ambition and make progress by and by. But I shouldn’t expect too high because things don’t always work out the way I have planned which makes me feel very frustrated.  Comparing with others who have a better situation than me also makes me frustrated and unbalanced. What did I do these for Dissatisfaction, jealousy and perfectionism give me nothing but being unhappy. 
  • Thinking

    2008-05-04 08:46:50

    (i don't know if it is a poem that counts,just took it down at random.whatever.you know,this's what i made up)
    I seldom write an essay except now
    my mind's filled with you exceedingly
    i can't think of anything else but you
    i miss you,you know,very much

    many years ago,i met you
    you looked good as you always do
    you've been a big part on my mind since that day
    you made me pretend anything to approach you
    you helped me cheer up when i was upset
    you let me know who i am and who i care for

    i like you when you smile at me
    i like you when you glimpse towards me
    i like you even when you lose your temper
    i like you whatever you do and wherever you are
    i just can't help thinking of you
    do u know all about this?


    now i don't care what you do and who you are with
    you are supposed to live a good live
    don't you say i'm your best friend
    because i'm not that stupid
    you know how i feel about you
    because i told you everything
    i'm so confused and lost
    because i don't know how to get your heart

    you said you were sorry not to give me anything
    even you never give me a chance to forget about you
    you always show up when i almost recover
    why are you playing so cool?
    i've got no way to return
    thank you for giving me that feeling anyway
    i hope you are happy
    i'm with you

  • Here or There?

    2008-05-04 08:39:48

    I've been messed up for a long time.i don't care what happened to me,what i want now is  i don't want this shit to continue by all means.actually i've been through many things during the for years which i'd never forget.now i'm kinda lost.i remember i was very rational when i watched the american series "Lost".maybe i was just an on-looker on that.however,in reality,i'm an actor and most of time i just hide in my dorm enjoying or degrading.i'm a little worried about my future which's full of fog and branches.i completely have no idea wich way to choose.i don't know where i'm about to arrive,here or there? you know what? i'm gonna find an answer myself.this's my mission worth adventure.time never stops,you know.me,too.

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