1. My days left in Kenya are numbered at 7.
2. One moment I can only think of home and being near family and friends. The next moment I am fighting tears and wondering if my life is about to turn upside down(vt. 颠倒，乱七八糟) again.
3. Each morning I am swamped with questions and comments like “…”
e.g.: The boat was swamped with a huge wave.
4. Or the absolute heartbreaker “Why would you want to leave us?”
5. It is no secret that I love China.
6. Honestly, who could want for more?
7. So how do you choose between two loves? Both are good, but so different.
8. We all wish there was some great formula to guide us when making hard choices.
9. In decision making some use logic and reasoning asking questions like “What is most practical?” While others lean more on emotions: “What feels right?”
10. I asked God for there to be a clear sign regarding my next steps.
11. But I was too captivated (迷住，迷惑)by my thoughts to notice that it was empty.
12. This is nothing unusual.
13. But my gut(勇气) told me to look again.
14. I am not saying that I always base major life decisions off logos on t-shirts.
15. Once he reveals an answer, you must believe Him and walk
forward in faith.
16. Faith is the Creator who knows me better than I know myself.
17. Faith is the Lord who promised to hold my hand not let me fall.
18. Faith in the God who goes before me and will never leave me nor
forsake(v.抛弃) you.
19. I know that my future, though foggy(有雾的，模糊的), remains
full of God’s promises.
20. I know it will be some difficult goodbyes.
21. I see the body of Christ alive and thriving in poverty-stricken, war-
torn world.
22. The Lord has done amazing things in your life.
