my worry~~

New Roman">today is 6-21,the time flise so fast!but i still find no job. when i came back home, i told myself that i must i find a job in this month. but to this day, no offer~~~~so worry`````

 i don't know how to face it, i don't know when i can get a job. everyday, i face the computer, sent my email, but no write back. i feel tried, have on mood to study, i don't know what i could do at that time.so i just played the games, but the result is that it still the same, no job, not only that, it wast my time. my family doesn't say anything, but i feel the pressure, i hope i can be on the position very much. my colour is black~~~~~~~~~~~~~~every day, i can't fall asleep, i worried about my future, i doubt myself, my ability, so bad . so irritancy........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................i need a job, no matter the treatment is good or not, when can i change this situation~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~help``