Go wild with the wild(17----18)
--------Jesse (Original)
(17)
Bloodiness
The she-wolf cared for Purple in a motherly way, and in her subconsciousness she knew Purple was human, not a wolf. In the eyes of Purple, she could feel the mankindness. So the she-wolf tried hard to keep Purple far away from slaughtering scenes.
One dusk, Green and Yellow together caught a marmot, and killed it cruelly in the very face of Purple. Purple was uneasy and restless at the sight of bloodiness. She ran forwards, and held the dead marmot down. Every act resembled wolves extremely. The she-wolf felt fear and pain. First she turned her eyes away from Purple, then, she leaped over, stopped Purple and urged her to leave. Purple agreed to leave but showed an expression of sadness.
The she-wolf had misery in her mind at the fierce scene, more fierce than her own cubs. She got no reason to doubt that Purple was turning a wolflike creature.
Who was it that made Purple savage and merciless? Herself or me, the she-wolf? The she-wolf thought long over it, and the more she thought, the more painfully. She got no answer. It was just the wolf milk not blood Purple was born with, that had made Purple act or behave in a wolf-like way.
Instead of joy, she felt panic and pain, fear and fright.
Could Purple possibly become a wild wolf?
(18)
Cruelty
When feeding, wolves are desperately cruel, even to his same kind.
Struggling for food always happen among wolves, just on account of which, they are thought to be cruel and merciless. They always had a good appetite and a big enough belly. No animals have a stronger passion for food than wild wolves. It seems as if they never have enough, and they go hungry all the time. They are frequently seen beating and fighting in the face of food, ignoring that they are of the same family, or the same type. To eat to his own great content is what matters most.
Seeing Purple attempted to have everything she saw, the she-wolf would snatch it and pushed Purple aside. As a wolf mother, why did she behave this way? The she-wolf was, herself, wondering. Nevertheless, she had her own worry, worrying that once Purple was completely in the habit, she would keep it all her life. She did mind that Purple behaved as a wolf, and also feared that Purple went hungry if she was on her own.
What a puzzle! "Heaven, give me wisdom, and show me how to deal with Purple. It was I that have saves her life, and brought her from the rim of death. But, seeing her becoming a wolf, for me, means too much cruelty, and I think, it is the same to Purple. What can I do? And what can I do to prevent it?" The she-wolf murmured gently and sincerely, praying, followed by a heart-broken howl, long and deep.
08-07-25 pm7:40---8:30 (to be continued)
