regreted

Everytime, when I read nice articles, it always made me dipressed for a long time. Most of the time, I am not so satisfied with my writing ability because there are so many feelings I don't know how to express out is better. When I read the nice articles wrote by someothers, I am so envy you! Why I can't do like that? why I can't write out such beautiful sentence? instead of , from my article there is only the normal sentence whic is diescripe my daily life. And it is so difficult for me to express my inner feeling. It's so terrible! I hate this feeling . I hate the feeling that something can't decriped out by my stupid sentence.  At this time, I regreted that I didn't hard study when I still a student in campus. Unfortunately , the time always keep movig forword, and it can't come back again.