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- 建立时间: 2008-08-13
- 更新时间: 2008-09-18
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it'll be all going
2008-9-18
itll be all goin
like shooting stars fallin the pieces of shining glitters
itll be all goin
like rainny days died out into some dry fresh air
all the things were spinning around when i grasped them so hard down
but theyve gone now to be immersed into somewhere so low down
when they're recalled they dont seem like wat they were before
the days so miserable for me the pains so brilliant
when i was drowned in depression or some narrow imaginations to drag myself down
itll be all goin
time keeps tickin on and the world keeps turnin round
itll be all goin
the things you thought youd die on
it shouldve been win win
but when i look back i see more sorrows than joyces
when we were alright it didnt feel quite right
even though it had felt like chance had us "without my stir"
coz when i sat with you the feelings were intense
when that time i really liked your smile
everything i felt like might happend almost all came out the opposite way
you smiled to play with my jealousies n didnt care how i felt
wel you didnt seem to seek to do more n you wasnt movin on
i couldnt decide wat to do next i couldnt feel like anywhere to go
these times i managed to drop it i felt relieves rather than regrets
theres sth wrong with it it wasnt right at the beginning
i stuck in some little actions as if you acted like you cared...
you tried to cry to show you wasnt fakin it
ive made mistakes ive learned from it
itll be all goin
like all the things they where once sharp and clear
ill be all goin
to keep a beautiful record here rather than to be corrupted more
ill be all goin
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u dumb!
2008-9-17
dreamt of you soo much
dreamt of crying beside you
coz she set me up
but you wasnt aware
dreamt of crying beside you
u dumb!
u never do anything!
u dumb!
you dont REALLY care for me!
u dumb!
get rid of you now!
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u dumb!
2008-9-17
its been hurting me sooo much
but it wont no more
from now on
now i see who u really are
u dumb
now i see wat u really are
u dumb
ive given you all my trust
which now strikes back to hurt myself
ive indicated what that girl really is
which i wouldnt say if that wasnt for your own good to put myself in a spot so bright
cant you see that you're being used by her?
shes lost in her vanity of feminie charm
to win over you to defeat me that she can feel gud n now shes won
cant you see that she does this too all her "male friends"
coz she doesnt really like you or "is interested in" you
deep down your heart you want to be flirted by her
thats why you keep on clinching on her no matter how i feel
i bet you even dare think im the one whos so narrow minded~
coz you believe that shes innocent as a child to hold all guys as "pure friends"
at least shee looks like when we're with you
she turned her back to mock me when theres no1 else
wel you're under her complete charge
n you even feel gud to have some1 to be jealous of you
feel like you're the most wanted man on this palnet
you dont really care for me you're not really the one
now i see who you really are
ive given you enough forgiveness
now i see who you really are
i thought you were too immature n i couldnt throw away all my memories
for you
ive toleranted every of your faults which hurt me so much
but now i see wat you are
u dumb
now i wont care for you
u dumb
ive learned my lessons on guys~
which i knew long ago but i so believed you're not like that
now i see you're just one of
the dumbs~
ive cried enough to say enough goodbyes to you
now you dumb
im glad to "move on" without
you dumb
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unrequited
2008-9-12
been watchin through her window
saw his figure moving with the shadow
the sun was too bright she was too gloom
its such a dying room
with no air
despair
if only he can stay,a bit longer
it still wouldnt be better
hes with another girl, ached on stone
wat she wanted wat she longed for, she was so alone
with her emotions
afflictions
shed got the whole world to tell him
to hold him dream of him
but he didnt seem to care he wasnt even aware
all she did was waiting
dying
now hes away too far to persuade
shes in white too much to write
the world was too big to have her so small
to sob to smile to be slain
take my breath
in the look of death
if i can meet emily in this world id hold her hand and listen to her talk
too fast to love too young to die
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why dont u get me
2008-9-08
why dont u get me why dont u get me
ive been thinkin all abt u
why dont u get me why dont u get me
when u chose 2 do things that ignored me
i cant just lose my grip on you
i cant just let us fall apart
so many days so many thoughts were with you
how can you be so numb abt me!!
why dont you get me have you ever gotten me?!
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dont know
2008-9-05
you dont know you dont know
wat was there
wat wil b there
they're in senior 3 now
a year ill b obliteratin in my life
how i feel how i feel
watching through these old pictures of us
how i say us us n us
when i didnt feel any sense of belonging bac then
i dreamt of everything bac then
everything make me wanna cry
you dont know you dont know
you'll never get it
wat i felt wat i feel
you wont know you wont know
wat is over there
someplace you dont even know you couldnt even know
i miss the feelings the feelings i dont want to lose
you never get my feelings
no you wont
because you dont belong to where i belonged
ill b bac 2 shanghai this month
bac 2 regain every pieces of feelings it gave me
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im lost
2008-9-04
im lost
been watchin ur back
but you never turned back
im lost
i want you so much
locked my words
when i have all the things to tell you
i want you so much
this has never happened to me
nor did the girls i fell for award me this shock
i want you so much
i want to see you
i want to see your smile again
i want to be with you
i want to hold your hand
i want to walk with you
i want to lock you in my arms
been watchin ur back
but u never turned back
til i bumped onto the pillar
plz dont be cold
dont be cold
i want to know everything abt you
dont be cold
dont be cold
coz im lost
im so lost
i want to fly back with you
to show you all the places and cafes to hold us two
i want to tell every secrets of mine to you
i want you i want you so much
in my dreams we got married
i want you i want you so much
in my dreams wed be together forever
plz dont be cold
dont be cold
coz im lost
im lost
you cant do this to a lost girl
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so down so low
2008-9-03
so down so low
seeing the colours moving in the show
so down so low
times passing me slow
tangled together
were my past and my present
why was i lost
for such long
who was to blame
who was so lame
ppl telling me how they care
ppl telling me wat to be aware
turning out to be sth so fake
so fake so fake so fake
wat you said wat you pretended
you held my hand and walked me to the bus stop
after i tried to kil myself you said itd be fine
you took grab of me from my grandma to drag me downstairs
only because you wanted me there
why did you want me why did you want me
when you didnt even make a sound when there was me to be adopted
why did you want me why did you want me
when i slept with you dont you know i felt so warm n secure
why did you cheat me why did you cheat me
when i so believed you when i felt so much for you
why did you use me why did you use me
for some guy who you said you didnt even care
coz you didnt even care
i was left cry there
you put on a face like a stone
only when i passed through these potos of yours
so much to say so much too sad
when i look back i only wanted to die
i only wanted to flee and die
do you know how hard its been
to me and my life
when i look back i dont even dare
to care
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Lavender Chair
2008-8-24
We're sitting by the breakfast table
on the lavender chairs
the wall is purple with window pied green leaves
when i smell the coffe from your cup the smell goes baby blue
i hope it'll never cool down so that you'll never leave
when i look at you i see sadness glittering the colour of lavenders
they're falling from your eye brows to your eye lashes
i couldnt cry out loud n i cant find a word
hearing the time ticks on to carry you by
my spoon drops off with a silvery sound
we're sitting on the lavender chairs with no conversation aint no communication
wish the time stops by and you're here forever
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隔岸观花THE FLOWER NEXT BANK
2008-8-23
the flower next bank
I see you in the moist i see you in the rain
the flower next bank the figure of my pain
the stream in between flowing long and on
desolated days time passed me by
like shooting stars before i started to cry
my feelings took a fall down the empty drain
they were yelling out loud and burning through my vein
but you didnt care when my feelings were so bare
when you sat with her i thought ud hold hands
coz you smiled and she was so good
i lost my voice i lost my choice
only to see you obliterating me
coz you didnt care so my feelings went cry there
you're on the next bank the place i dont dare
why were we so lost n so afraid to lose
when we're losing our lives minute after minute
why were you so lost n so afraid to lose
when even lives can be stolen in our dying days
iv wanted you iv wanted you til it cant be called fine
so hurt to see your crimson red fading to be plain
into the moist into the rain
lost from sight lost in vain
to some place cant be find
leave me here with a blinding stare
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